Time After Time

im so drained,
i dont know what to say,
words i spit out,
doesnt come out my way,

too much pressure on my mind,
cant think well,
hope im fine,
just need some time,
to release this tension,
thats killing me constantly...


it seems the whole world seems to be love sick...haha,and are you love sick? :p

speaking of love sick..have you ever realised that..artist new or old,east or west ,they always started their first song..which is a love song..and hopefully they made it into the charts.. it the world really that love sick?? example like in taiwan and hongkong,majority are all love songs.. it`s either i dump/leave you or likewise or i love you but shy to tell you..all those 'ojipala'.it`s very much the same concept dont you think so? but i aint hating love songs thou..but
cant they make some songs like involved in the world we living in,with the politics going on,where everyone need to be strong to hold on whenever life fcks the hell out of u..

You might be thinking ..what songs am i talking about? well, songs by Michael Jackson- Heal the world, B.E.P- wheres the love,are the two examples. i use to love boy bands but now i`m just a 'so-so' fan. love shyt will kill ur brains,thats 4 sho..will you listen to backstreetboys if ur confidence is low? no right? haha. they will tell you ' i dont care who you are ,where ya from,don`t care what u did..as long as you love,baby'. sometimes we need to have some - supportive songs...songs that might wake the world..that wake the minds of the people..we are living in a reality world here,not disney at all :s ..i think emo people should get a life..seiously..it`s like being sad is their hobby :s

i find words like 'I would die for you' plain retarded and ridiculous..if you die, who gonna take care of her? u aint getting no pussy no mo,homo. i remember back in my era..where boys who are so in love..print their gf names on their bball jerseys..and wear it to play, i find it funny lo..haha well, from my point of view..you dont have to show everyone how much you love her so obviously la..as long as you do everything from ur heart,it`s all gud..sometimes i wonder,when the couple breaks up..what will happen to d jersey lol..if they throw away..it`s like throwing they money away hoho. love can make you do a lot of stupid things..thats for sure lol

I did light a colourful firework for a gurl once at the roadside,it`s was for her birthday..i felt like a criminal while digging a small hole for the firework to stand still and there are a few passerby stopping by to see what the hell am i doing..the area i was at,is a govermnet area..so if i got caught..i`ll be going to jail thou..

like i said, love makes u do the stupid-iest thing...