what should i do? i dont even know.. it`s one of the things i ever wanted.. but i know one day i have to let it go..cause it aint healthy.. for now,i`ll keep holding on and be ridiculous strong.. it is what it is..


#Cancer men usually fall for women who need to be save; Damsels in distress this is your man. <--wow...sometimes i think the man up there know what im thinking n i turn around he speaks whats in my heart...which i dont express often.. the more i think of it, the more i feel sour..n the urge i feel like i wanna take a smoke badly.. which i stopped 2 months plus ago.. i REALLY need to hold on to my words otherwise what would i be? i cant even keep onto my words.. i dont wanna be a disappointment ... u may not ever see this but.. i gave u my words. imma try my best to guard it tight.

is it true that u need to learn to love yourself first before u learn to love others?