i`m cleaning my facebook friendlist..seems like i have some random stranger in it.. Hmm..i find some that i used to talk to like a lil close..somehow, we dont talk no more..how u ever felt this shyt before? its like one day ur good the next thing u know ur like total stranger.. wtf is that suppose to mean? i dont get it sometimes..

And some are beautiful girl friend whom i never even talked to... my, what have i been doing all these years? oh well, its time to move on...there are so many beautiful girls out there..its impossible for you to know them all... we as humans cant be greedy..accept what you have and appreciate it..

I went for hiking these two days..everything is great..i able to maintain my stamina n all..i`m happy with it..i only need to get in shape..need to go to the gym..i`m thin n fat at the same time..not sure if u get my drift..haha. it`s all good..

I just watched the movie 'Friends With Benefits' i find it nice..i can say that is it better than 'no string attached'.. whereas no string attached is more of comedy and friends with benefit..it based on comedy n more of the serious stuff on a person`s life..as in, 'insecurities' if thats the correct word for it.. i guess sometimes we dont really know what we have until its gone.. and i learned that every girls wish to have something related to what they see in movies or a fairytale..its their dream.. little things we do..does brighten up a person`s day as well..

Sometimes i find girls like those in movies are rare to find?

i`m happy that im able to control my temptation not to smoke for 2 weeks now.. hope i could hold on to a very long time..i realised my air intake is better than before.. and i promised not to smoke already..coz what are words if u say it but u didnt mean it.. so i`ll try my best to stay true to my words..

i posted this status on my facebook 'Scientist suggest that a men will fall in love approximately 7 times Before marriage' a friend asked me..how many time have i fall in love... i replied 'haha..i dont know' real ans is..i`ve never fall in love...i only reached the 'like' level..coz my relationship never lasted more than a month or a month n a half.. coz it seems i fell for the wrong type i guess..i`m jus blaming on myself.. mine`s all messed up man... till i dont feel like i wanna get into a relationship.. i`m tired of getting hurt..u know what? 'Just because your not committed in any romantic relationship, it doesn’t mean it could keep you away from heartaches.' <- #real talk

i`m an old skool guy... i`m classic,rap,hip hop n pop all rap into one joint.period.

Brrr...

dont wanna be in love...hurts like a ma-fucker..it`s oways the ones that i like n interested in and wanna get serious..end up different from what i expected.. my love life is full of fucking surprises.. *sigh*

fuck some of those singers who sing those love songs until so pitiful..comeon man, it`s either u love me or i love u secretly or triangle love or ur love ones died..overall same format... every single or album all about pitiful love..as if the whole world is love sick... jigga plz!

how about more happy songs? comeon,son

economy crisis..fuel price increase.. n u telling me to hear love songs? Gtfoh!

p.s : m back,bitches!

RAIN DANCE!!!

i feel like typing something in here..since i havent done it a LLOONNGGGG time!! i know :) it`s super dead... but somehow i duno what to write,cause there`s a lot in my mind that i cant describe.
i was thinking about writing something which i`ve been thinking about lately..such as..life,whats happening in the world,hate..racism etc.

Hopefully i can job in down in a paper n post it in here..but that depends if i got the time n mood 4 it or not haha..n btw it`s gonna be in 'rhyme' .In case y`all dont know..i like to rhyme..not trying to be a wanna-be, but i`m just spitting it on how i see n how i feel cause its real(opps i did it again)...

Being able to rhyme or rap..is defenitely a blessing =) i proud to have a lil of that talent..

And lastly.. i need inspiration..about what i said above..can anyone give me the motivation n inspiration that will keep the ideas coming in.so i can..lay it down 4 y`all to see, so u can see hows it gonna be in the e.n.d

cant u see the struggle that we`re going through,
i don`t think u have a clue
u just keep on doing what u always do

you dont really seem to care
living ur life like it`s ok
it stressed me to see things got this way
it`s pissed me off you gave broken promises

i`m always in a rage whenever i think of it
i thought you will change for a better benefit
but it seems like your the same old you
one day,u`ll hear me say i HATE you...

there was a time i wish i could drive fast n kill myself to end it all
so i don`t have to bother with it anymore
so i dont have to look at you and tell u the same shyt over again
coz i know you dont feel the pain

i wanna get away from this zone
n go to somewhere where i belong
i have hands n legs
i can take care of myself
so u don`t have the feel bad and hurt that it started
because of you
if you know you`ll regret why started it in the first place?

i still dont know if you learn your lesson( i dont think you do)
i dont know if you will ever regret...
still,right now..i`m sick n tired of you

i need a fcking break...too much on my mind till its pressured, its like the container almost cant fill anything anymore...how long can i take this? i need a vacation or something.. need to go to somewhere i belong...