cant u see the struggle that we`re going through,
i don`t think u have a clue
u just keep on doing what u always do

you dont really seem to care
living ur life like it`s ok
it stressed me to see things got this way
it`s pissed me off you gave broken promises

i`m always in a rage whenever i think of it
i thought you will change for a better benefit
but it seems like your the same old you
one day,u`ll hear me say i HATE you...

there was a time i wish i could drive fast n kill myself to end it all
so i don`t have to bother with it anymore
so i dont have to look at you and tell u the same shyt over again
coz i know you dont feel the pain

i wanna get away from this zone
n go to somewhere where i belong
i have hands n legs
i can take care of myself
so u don`t have the feel bad and hurt that it started
because of you
if you know you`ll regret why started it in the first place?

i still dont know if you learn your lesson( i dont think you do)
i dont know if you will ever regret...
still,right now..i`m sick n tired of you

i need a fcking break...too much on my mind till its pressured, its like the container almost cant fill anything anymore...how long can i take this? i need a vacation or something.. need to go to somewhere i belong...

Something caught my attention the other day..the news regarding the fatal accident of the France AirFlight 447. Here`s another side news of it;

An Italian woman who arrived to the airport late for the fatal Air France flight 447 has died in a car accident, according to ANSA news agency.

Johanna Ganthaler, a pensioner from the Bolzano-Bozen Province (South Tyrol, Italy) and her husband, Kirk, were on vacation in Brazil and missed flight 447 after arriving to the airport late. They were able to board a later flight and avoided being victims of the horrible crash.
The couple rented a car in Munich, Germany and decided to drive home to Italy. On their way home, while driving through Kufstein, Austria, their car ended up in the opposite lane and they had a head on collision with a truck.

The woman died at the hospital that she was taken to. Her husband is still in critical condition.

Talk about some 'Final Destination' shyt, yo.now thats SCARY!! :s and the movie is dropping soon.

Things ain`t going well in the family..for quite a long time..i don`t really know how to start, really..this is the only place that i can say out anything...my happiness, sadness and everything..

The reason i wrote is down is because it`s kept in my heart for so long and it`s getting sour. i have no choice but to release it..

As days and years pass by, u`ve been watching me grow..from a baby to a child to a teenager and to a man..it`s been 20 plus years and your still holding on and your 90 plus..i do wonder if i could live until that old age sometimes, as time passed by ur memories gets weaker and fragile..u`ll get angry at small things and u`ll forget what u said..bottom line is..i`m afraid it`ll get worst..coz i know when a person gets old..they will have a kind of old people diseases,

i`ve been told that my grandma has been seeing things..about someone looking for her..which never happened.at first i didnt care what she said..coz maybe she was dreaming..but my uncle came from malaysia today..to visit my grandma to see how shes doing. mom told him about the story that my grandma saw someone (someone she knew) waiting for her outside the house.. what we believed is that..it`s 'those things' that transformed itself into someone she knew to look for her.. as i heard this, i honestly say.. i was scared,SAD and feeling goosebumps..coz i know that the answer is quite true..coz she changed a lot compared to lasttime.. it made me realised something..that i had never spend much time with her before..i believe i need to do my job as a grandson..i dont wanna regret..i know when that day come..i wont be able to take it..its too much.

Last nite was fun..me n group of friends went to see Brunei`s DPMM football team Vs The Singapore Young Lions. The vibe and the excitement was there..but the performance was not as expected.It wasnt a good nite..was raining in the middle of the game..was i got wet. To be frank, it was the first time i went to watch the game live.it turned out alright hehe. people shouting n swearing all side of the corners over silly things..it was funny...and if the referee is an indian..it`s over~and ball boy kids wearing oversize t-shirt n pants lol.At the end of the game DPMM won 1-0
and on the side not MAN U WON!! :D yeehaaa!

Apart form that.. i went to see all my male friend`s brother 'Edison Chen' in his new movie 'The Snipper' now if u put aside edison`s sex scandals thingy...the storyline was good.i give it a 6.5% rating.y`all should try to see this movie..and the funny thing is,there were only a few people watching this movie in the cinema, like less than 10 people..i guess his scandal still affects the movie..i wonder how other contries response are :s

I wanna watch Transformer2! Megan Fox is in it...fcuk shes hot!! geezes~

Shit i`m getting f.a.t
it`s getting crazy,
with all the food i`m eating
somebody stop me!!

This Kid Is Funny

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This video is for those who are down,discourage and feel hopeless..



I hope that this video will enlightened you.
Stay Strong, Keep Your Head Up
There`s A Struggle Everyday, Gotta Roll On
God Don`t Like Ugly And God Don`t Like Quitters