Time After Time

2011-09-08T21:25:00.001+08:00

what should i do? i dont even know.. it`s one of the things i ever wanted.. but i know one day i have to let it go..cause it aint healthy.. for now,i`ll keep holding on and be ridiculous strong.. it is what it is..

#Cancer men usually fall for women who need to be save; Damsels in distress this is your man. <--wow...sometimes i think the man up there know what im thinking n i turn around he speaks whats in my heart...which i dont express often.. the more i think of it, the more i feel sour..n the urge i feel like i wanna take a smoke badly.. which i stopped 2 months plus ago.. i REALLY need to hold on to my words otherwise what would i be? i cant even keep onto my words.. i dont wanna be a disappointment ... u may not ever see this but.. i gave u my words. imma try my best to guard it tight.

2011-09-01T18:59:00.000+08:00

is it true that u need to learn to love yourself first before u learn to love others?

2011-08-23T23:51:00.000+08:00

Lord, i guess i`ll never know...

2011-08-21T22:33:00.002+08:00

i`m cleaning my facebook friendlist..seems like i have some random stranger in it.. Hmm..i find some that i used to talk to like a lil close..somehow, we dont talk no more..how u ever felt this shyt before? its like one day ur good the next thing u know ur like total stranger.. wtf is that suppose to mean? i dont get it sometimes..

And some are beautiful girl friend whom i never even talked to... my, what have i been doing all these years? oh well, its time to move on...there are so many beautiful girls out there..its impossible for you to know them all... we as humans cant be greedy..accept what you have and appreciate it..

2011-08-10T22:36:00.003+08:00

I went for hiking these two days..everything is great..i able to maintain my stamina n all..i`m happy with it..i only need to get in shape..need to go to the gym..i`m thin n fat at the same time..not sure if u get my drift..haha. it`s all good..

I just watched the movie 'Friends With Benefits' i find it nice..i can say that is it better than 'no string attached'.. whereas no string attached is more of comedy and friends with benefit..it based on comedy n more of the serious stuff on a person`s life..as in, 'insecurities' if thats the correct word for it.. i guess sometimes we dont really know what we have until its gone.. and i learned that every girls wish to have something related to what they see in movies or a fairytale..its their dream.. little things we do..does brighten up a person`s day as well..

Sometimes i find girls like those in movies are rare to find?

2011-07-17T02:06:00.002+08:00

i`m happy that im able to control my temptation not to smoke for 2 weeks now.. hope i could hold on to a very long time..i realised my air intake is better than before.. and i promised not to smoke already..coz what are words if u say it but u didnt mean it.. so i`ll try my best to stay true to my words..

i posted this status on my facebook 'Scientist suggest that a men will fall in love approximately 7 times Before marriage' a friend asked me..how many time have i fall in love... i replied 'haha..i dont know' real ans is..i`ve never fall in love...i only reached the 'like' level..coz my relationship never lasted more than a month or a month n a half.. coz it seems i fell for the wrong type i guess..i`m jus blaming on myself.. mine`s all messed up man... till i dont feel like i wanna get into a relationship.. i`m tired of getting hurt..u know what? 'Just because your not committed in any romantic relationship, it doesn’t mean it could keep you away from heartaches.' <- #real talk

i`m an old skool guy... i`m classic,rap,hip hop n pop all rap into one joint.period.

Brrr...

2011-05-20T18:19:00.003+08:00

dont wanna be in love...hurts like a ma-fucker..it`s oways the ones that i like n interested in and wanna get serious..end up different from what i expected.. my love life is full of fucking surprises.. *sigh*

fuck some of those singers who sing those love songs until so pitiful..comeon man, it`s either u love me or i love u secretly or triangle love or ur love ones died..overall same format... every single or album all about pitiful love..as if the whole world is love sick... jigga plz!

how about more happy songs? comeon,son

economy crisis..fuel price increase.. n u telling me to hear love songs? Gtfoh!

p.s : m back,bitches!

RAIN DANCE!!!

2009-10-15T22:50:00.002+08:00

i feel like typing something in here..since i havent done it a LLOONNGGGG time!! i know :) it`s super dead... but somehow i duno what to write,cause there`s a lot in my mind that i cant describe.
i was thinking about writing something which i`ve been thinking about lately..such as..life,whats happening in the world,hate..racism etc.

Hopefully i can job in down in a paper n post it in here..but that depends if i got the time n mood 4 it or not haha..n btw it`s gonna be in 'rhyme' .In case y`all dont know..i like to rhyme..not trying to be a wanna-be, but i`m just spitting it on how i see n how i feel cause its real(opps i did it again)...

Being able to rhyme or rap..is defenitely a blessing =) i proud to have a lil of that talent..

And lastly.. i need inspiration..about what i said above..can anyone give me the motivation n inspiration that will keep the ideas coming in.so i can..lay it down 4 y`all to see, so u can see hows it gonna be in the e.n.d

2009-08-16T19:08:00.002+08:00

cant u see the struggle that we`re going through,
i don`t think u have a clue
u just keep on doing what u always do

you dont really seem to care
living ur life like it`s ok
it stressed me to see things got this way
it`s pissed me off you gave broken promises

i`m always in a rage whenever i think of it
i thought you will change for a better benefit
but it seems like your the same old you
one day,u`ll hear me say i HATE you...

there was a time i wish i could drive fast n kill myself to end it all
so i don`t have to bother with it anymore
so i dont have to look at you and tell u the same shyt over again
coz i know you dont feel the pain

i wanna get away from this zone
n go to somewhere where i belong
i have hands n legs
i can take care of myself
so u don`t have the feel bad and hurt that it started
because of you
if you know you`ll regret why started it in the first place?

i still dont know if you learn your lesson( i dont think you do)
i dont know if you will ever regret...
still,right now..i`m sick n tired of you

2009-07-22T22:06:00.003+08:00

i need a fcking break...too much on my mind till its pressured, its like the container almost cant fill anything anymore...how long can i take this? i need a vacation or something.. need to go to somewhere i belong...

2009-06-14T22:18:00.002+08:00

Something caught my attention the other day..the news regarding the fatal accident of the France AirFlight 447. Here`s another side news of it;

An Italian woman who arrived to the airport late for the fatal Air France flight 447 has died in a car accident, according to ANSA news agency.

Johanna Ganthaler, a pensioner from the Bolzano-Bozen Province (South Tyrol, Italy) and her husband, Kirk, were on vacation in Brazil and missed flight 447 after arriving to the airport late. They were able to board a later flight and avoided being victims of the horrible crash.
The couple rented a car in Munich, Germany and decided to drive home to Italy. On their way home, while driving through Kufstein, Austria, their car ended up in the opposite lane and they had a head on collision with a truck.

The woman died at the hospital that she was taken to. Her husband is still in critical condition.

Talk about some 'Final Destination' shyt, yo.now thats SCARY!! :s and the movie is dropping soon.

2009-05-26T22:57:00.002+08:00

Things ain`t going well in the family..for quite a long time..i don`t really know how to start, really..this is the only place that i can say out anything...my happiness, sadness and everything..

The reason i wrote is down is because it`s kept in my heart for so long and it`s getting sour. i have no choice but to release it..

As days and years pass by, u`ve been watching me grow..from a baby to a child to a teenager and to a man..it`s been 20 plus years and your still holding on and your 90 plus..i do wonder if i could live until that old age sometimes, as time passed by ur memories gets weaker and fragile..u`ll get angry at small things and u`ll forget what u said..bottom line is..i`m afraid it`ll get worst..coz i know when a person gets old..they will have a kind of old people diseases,

i`ve been told that my grandma has been seeing things..about someone looking for her..which never happened.at first i didnt care what she said..coz maybe she was dreaming..but my uncle came from malaysia today..to visit my grandma to see how shes doing. mom told him about the story that my grandma saw someone (someone she knew) waiting for her outside the house.. what we believed is that..it`s 'those things' that transformed itself into someone she knew to look for her.. as i heard this, i honestly say.. i was scared,SAD and feeling goosebumps..coz i know that the answer is quite true..coz she changed a lot compared to lasttime.. it made me realised something..that i had never spend much time with her before..i believe i need to do my job as a grandson..i dont wanna regret..i know when that day come..i wont be able to take it..its too much.

2009-05-17T16:22:00.003+08:00

Last nite was fun..me n group of friends went to see Brunei`s DPMM football team Vs The Singapore Young Lions. The vibe and the excitement was there..but the performance was not as expected.It wasnt a good nite..was raining in the middle of the game..was i got wet. To be frank, it was the first time i went to watch the game live.it turned out alright hehe. people shouting n swearing all side of the corners over silly things..it was funny...and if the referee is an indian..it`s over~and ball boy kids wearing oversize t-shirt n pants lol.At the end of the game DPMM won 1-0
and on the side not MAN U WON!! :D yeehaaa!

Apart form that.. i went to see all my male friend`s brother 'Edison Chen' in his new movie 'The Snipper' now if u put aside edison`s sex scandals thingy...the storyline was good.i give it a 6.5% rating.y`all should try to see this movie..and the funny thing is,there were only a few people watching this movie in the cinema, like less than 10 people..i guess his scandal still affects the movie..i wonder how other contries response are :s

I wanna watch Transformer2! Megan Fox is in it...fcuk shes hot!! geezes~

Shit i`m getting f.a.t
it`s getting crazy,
with all the food i`m eating
somebody stop me!!

This Kid Is Funny

2009-05-14T17:01:00.000+08:00

A Video For Everyone

2009-05-10T22:21:00.002+08:00

This video is for those who are down,discourage and feel hopeless..

I hope that this video will enlightened you.
Stay Strong, Keep Your Head Up
There`s A Struggle Everyday, Gotta Roll On
God Don`t Like Ugly And God Don`t Like Quitters

2009-05-04T19:14:00.002+08:00

Just to let you know that i`m still alive and well as usual..no the blog is not dead..i`ve been busy and i somehow lost a little of the inspiration to blog... someone, please INSPIRE ME!!!

2009-03-19T22:28:00.002+08:00

Would You Have A Shower With These Two Jap Girls?

I dont see why not..

Discovering Myself

2009-03-16T22:06:00.002+08:00

I took a quiz to know about myself...and i have to say..this shit`s so true..wth..
Links here.try it

2009-03-13T21:38:00.000+08:00

I need inspiration and mood...

2009-03-11T00:06:00.003+08:00

Ladies and Gentlemen.. i give u the next sensation..other than Keong a.k.a Mou Meng, here is it..Melvin a.k.a Brown Bear,singing a song for you..

Soon,we might have a remixes of both of the super duper singers ;) stay tuned!

2009-03-06T23:11:00.001+08:00

what happen when you take some rap songs and let some old folks hear;

2009-03-03T20:46:00.005+08:00

Man, i was working at bandar late afternoon..as i was crossing the road in front of me.. i see two gurls..one was ok n the other was kinda ayte.. gurl with a long hair,a lil ass and nice rack..
i was like..woah..as this 'gurl' turn around. GOT DAYM!!! it`s a PONDAN, i almost wanna throw up.. damn she-males..fcuk!! and these two fag were right in front of me..the long hair fag was like doing some sunsilk commercial..flicking his/her long hair every 10 seconds.. pfft~

No offence, some shemales are nice,im all good as long they dont take advantage of me but this one is crazy, heck he/she was whispering to some unknown guy on the mobile store and walks away..i was right behind them and the guy thought it was me..now thats shitty-witty.

Good NEWS..Megan Fox is SINGLE

She should have dumped her ex long time ago..

My Poem to Megan Fox

If it wasn`t for transformers
i wouldnt have notice you
and your beauty that shines through
made me looked like a fool

As you walk by
know that i, would shy
as i see your smile
you get me high as a plane
in the sky

Whether ur lonely or sad
u can come to me
u know i`ll never leave
i`ll be right by your side
under the grey sky
i`ll be like rihanna
u can stay under my umbrella.

*a sucker for love*

Transformers 2: Revenge Of The Fallen

2009-02-17T22:20:00.003+08:00

It`s bout fckin time.Transformers 2 in ON!! n guess when they showing it?? Take a Guess ;) and If y`all smart enough y`all know what to do on that day, innit? hohoho ;P

Without futher a-due..i give you the trailer.. i know y`all have saw the fake one a zillion times..but this the real deal peoples. check it out..it`s AWESOME!!!

i know rite!! ;)

2009-02-10T21:07:00.003+08:00

Woman stabs boyfriend at romantic reunion

A man trying to save his rocky relationship by cooking his girlfriend a romantic dinner got her answer - when she stabbed him in the back with a carving knife.

Mia Almquist, 47, flew into a drunken rage when presents he'd bought her weren't expensive enough and rejected the dinner for two as "cheap".

Police spokesman Yngve Hansson at Lulea, northern Sweden, said: "She didn't like the presents and ripped them up with scissors.

"She was also critical of the food, and when he stood up to throw it away she approached him from behind and stabbed him in the back with a knife."

Her 39-year-old ex Anders Eriksson is recovering in hospital after losing more than a pint of blood from his wounds. The woman is being held on suspicion of aggravated assault.

This is one crazy bitch who doesn`t appreciate anything unless it`s 'expensive'.period

2009-02-03T22:09:00.002+08:00

A nice Music Video From Ciara

Damn shes hot as hell!!... its a nice song thou.

Sorry for the super lack of updates..my bad..but first..i would like to wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year 2009 =)

The Year Of the Ox

How`s your Chinese new year going? i hope it`s going well..hope y`all had fun and win big ;)
As for me, i was bored and tired..i was sick as a matter of fact :s i know,it sucks..still have some 'cendols' coming out now and then..lol plus a little cough..

just update for the sake of update huahuahua,see ya later aligator!!

2009-01-15T21:23:00.002+08:00

Its a crazy world we living in now...where all kinds of shyts happen..well,heres some shyt u dont see everyday.. 'ATeacher Accused On Having Sex With A Kid 300 times'

Got daym it, where are all the sex crazy teachers when i was 13? lol why now and not before?! and that teacher is crazy, i tell ya that :s

Friend: how old were you when u lost ur virginity?
Kid: 13
Friend: 13??!!
Kid: Yea
Friend: by who?!
Kid: my teacher
Friend: wth? Are you serious?
Kid : Yea.. i was 13 and she was 29
Friend: Daym~

2009-01-14T20:41:00.002+08:00

Finally i`ve freakin found IT!!! it`s been rough..but what matters most is i`ve found it.. the song i`ve been searching for the long time :)

Just ignore her crazy expression and enjoy the song :)

Ya know, i think i have a kind of curse..a cell phone curse i call it...it seems like i change cell phone every year :\

My very first mobile..the Nokia 3310, the hardcore fone drop a few times..still standing strong..like it was on viagra. later the screen got a lil crazy...so change to Sony Ericsson z600 , i change it cause it`s super lagging and sometimes hang. Then i change to Sony Ericsson K750i..which i love the most but in christmas day it left me broken hearted..the joypad broken..and it died on 12.oo midnight sharp!! on christmas day!!! got daym~ can you believe that?!..then i bought the Sony Ericsson W850i, and today i broke down..right now im so pissed..its like all fone will have a lifespan of 1 year for me..and yes i love S.E and i don really like nokia..too many functions..and if ur in bad luck..they automatically get lock and u have to reformat ur whole cell fone..which sucks a lot..so all your hot chicas,mamas,scandal`s number will be lost..including ur mobile porn(maybe)

oh and before i go..check this video out..

Goodbye 2008, Welcome 2009

2009-01-01T13:28:00.004+08:00

Happy New Year Everyone!! :)

It`s been one hell of a ride for me in 2008, somehow right now i miss the 2008 feeling a little..kinda sad. I hope your 2008 aint as sucky as mine :)

What happen to me in 2008;
- Get to meet new peoples
- Changed my name to 'Wang Xiao Ming' for a few minutes
- Got promoted
- Stayed single for a year plus and still counting..haha
- Got 'Cracked'
- Get to punched 'Haklon' (inside joke) for the first time on about, 4 years?
- My car got 'humped' from behind by another car

Last but not least.. i`ve got a God-Daughter :)

To all my boys who`s with me since day one -Thankz for you love and support to keep me going
To the girls whom i`m close/cool with - Thankz for those sexy love,i know y`all like chocolate man ;)
And to my haters - Well, y`all can go eat a dick

Well, it`s 2009 now..time to buckle up,struggle up hustle up and tear this bitch down..POWWW!!!

What have you done in 2008? i hope it`s better than mine haha

2008-12-28T23:46:00.002+08:00

My oh my..it`s been a long time i haven`t updated my blog..my bad..was super busy till i even call the bee my brother..hehe

Anyways, i hope everyone is alright :) 2009 is just around the corner..god,i`m excited..its a new year baby~ ;)
Today went to Seri Q-Lap to watch 'Bedtime Stories' but actually i wanted to watch 'IP Man' it`s a very nice martial art movie..it`s tell the story of Bruce Lee`s Grand Master 'Yip Man' it`s pronounce at 'YIP Mhan' not 'I.P. Man' btw ;) it`s a MUST SEE!!!

Heres the trailer

Bedtime story was alright..u can see a few familiar faces in the movie..like the guys from duece bigalow..Come to think of it..i almost forgot..it`s the FIRST anniversary of my blog :) man, its been one year already..time does goes by huh?

So,i owuld like to take a time out to say 'Thank You' to those who take their precious time to read my lil wierd blog..hoho ;) appreciate it guys :)

A token of my appreciation..

Without You (NO HOMO)
without ur support,this blog would be dead long time ago..

Jizz In My Pants....

2008-12-08T19:09:00.002+08:00

You might be thinking that i jizz in my pants...nah..i`m refeering to this video haha..

Did u see Justin Timberlake?

2008-12-04T22:26:00.003+08:00

i`d hit all 5 of them especially the one on the middle..met and keong can have the women behind..dont say i dont give u 2 'kang tao' ah! ;)

Things to know if you are a Typical Bruneian

2008-12-03T20:32:00.002+08:00

1. You 'miss call' instead of calling or sending sms.
2. You always say "kapih ku.. bila terima/keluar gaji/overtime/elaun ah?"
3. You park your car as close as possible to your destination area.
4. You speak Malaysia if you meet Malaysian, speak Indonesia if you meet Indonesian.. and so on.
5. You are asked to go to a "meeting" but actually you will only be "listening".
6. You go to someone's wedding, you give money using an envelope and put your name on it or if you think you don't give enough you use a blank envelope.
7. Indo mee is your staple food and Ayamku is your fastfood.
8. The term 'balik kampung' is almost not applicable.. since you can 'balik kampung' everyday.
9. Motorcyles and bicycles are not your transport, they are your sport.
10. When you see local tv camera around you during the day, then at night you will watch local news... and hoping to see yourself on television.
11. You drive your car on wavy and potholed road.
12. You receive official news faster by mean of "mouth" than by "written".
13. You like electronic products from Japan.
14. If you have the chance to call a radio show and before you are asked to hang-up, you say 'boleh minta putarkan lagu?'
> 15. You are in BIG debts and refuse to pay the lenders and yet still drive a CLK and live in a mansion.
16. You wear baju kurung with large katoks and maniks all over.
17. You are loud and speak in melandih way.
18. You and the whole family have the same car plate numbers.
19. You spend your $$$$$ on your wedding even though you are broke.
20. You become Akademi Fantasia fanatics.
21. You know most of the people here - "eh si anak si anu eh saudara si blabla".
22. You drive to the shop next door even though the shop is only 100 meters away (except maybe in Kampung Ayer).
23. Every year, since the 80s until last year, you don't want not to miss HM's Birthday Titah (because you are hoping that HM will increase your salary).
24. When you want to get some service from the government agencies, you will find your saudara first.
25. If something goes wrong, you will say that one of the datos, pehins is your relative (or at least they know you).
26. You cannot live without Brudirect's HYS.
27. You give you children super long name.
28. You rush to a new shopping mall just to beat everybody else even though it's just another Hua Ho.
29. You wave your hand while driving to other drivers that you know.
30. You are able to pay (or not) for one or two amahs who are most likely an Indonesian or a Filipino.
31. You are ok to be fat.
32. You are a busy body with other peoples' news, especially the bad ones, and you think your responsibility is to know and to spread it around.
33. Your friends get married on the same day and you don't know who to go to.
34. You like to stare at phones for 24 hours and chat on MSN.
35. You say "Mun paham bisai" (this needs no further explaination) .
36. You have to wear 'cool' attire everywhere, even on holidays.
37. You add "BUI" on each sentence.
38. You think exercising, being hyper active, competition are for little kids.
39. You can't type or spell properly properly, example "hw r u? hy my nme s si org brnui"
40. You add "me & you" on your converstations with your girl mates.
41. You listen to Pelangi FM.
42. You think fake Von Dutch products are the best.
43. You are especially racist to Indian workers.
44. You would rather go to shopping malls than hanging out at parks, having a picnic with your friends.
45. You have 'candas' in your house.
46. You read this blogsite because all your friends are reading it and you don't want to be left behind.
47. You rush to get a $99 handphone not caring about the limited features coz you think anything cheap is a bargain.
48. You have two handphones - one for DST and the other for BMobile (for one month and then switch off one or the other).
49. You always try to runding the policemen who caught you speeding.

2008-12-01T20:07:00.000+08:00

2008-11-26T22:16:00.002+08:00

If your day is hectic and crazylike mine..then you need to chill out..or if your sad and need a good laugh..i hope these video might help you..

Indians can be funny..

As for me..something funny would do the trick and a booty dance from a cutie would be a bonus.now before u see the video or say anything..i would like to say..'Come on, i`m a guy' haha hey, i`m appreciating the beauty of it ayte ;) like or dislike..i`m still gonna be me :)

A nice booty dance would make a guy`s stress disappear..how can u get stress when there an ass shaking in front of ya?

I love this song...very strong and the dancing just fit the song so well...

Single Ladies

2008-11-20T21:26:00.003+08:00

My, i`ve been so busy these few weeks..didn`t eat well nor sleep well. hell, i even dreamnt of working when i`m sleeping. that`s just crazyy.. and now i`m sick..wrong time to get sick..have to struggle for this month..and i`m gonna take a few days off in december..i need a vacation or a time off..to ease my mind..

There`s just too much on my mind..till i dont know how to solve..it`s just all these problems comes all at one time..the impact is heavy..i dont even know whats it`s like been happy anymore..i dont laugh and smile like the way i use to be..somehow it`s just not me..

I guess the impact is so big that i once felt that this joke is so funny that i laughed, but now..it doesnt seem funny to me no more...

Last but not least.. why doest Lil John have to scream while his singing? maybe its just me..but i find his screaming annoying,Theres this one itme.. i was at JPMC gym..the counter was playing one of his songs and theres this part when he was screaming 'F**K YOU BI#%h N****' a few times, and theres this white man in front of me,who focusing on his exercise,was disturbed by that song till u can see the nerve on his forehead(his bold btw).. can say sometimes jpmc has a lil poor choice on music...

And of yea..CIARA is fckin sexy!!! shyt~ and if i`m rich like Diddy,she`ll be my baby`s mama and i`ll have child support with no prob...

I need a miracle,
whatever it is..imma hustling to get through this
Gotta hold on and be strong..

2008-11-16T22:15:00.002+08:00

I was bored..and was surfing some sites and out of the blues, some dating quiz site came out..so i decided to take a quiz..

hahaha..this is funny.word.

2008-11-11T21:45:00.002+08:00

What a Bitch Ass.White Man trippin...
Seems like your stoned, chuck..look at your face..

2008-11-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

2pac (Tupac Shakur) Thugz Mansion (Nas Acoustic) Lyrics:
Shit, tired of gettin shot at
Tired of gettin chased by the police and arrested
Niggaz need a spot where WE can kick it
A spot where WE belong, that's just for us
Niggaz ain't gotta get all dressed up and be Hollywood
Y'knahmean? Where do niggaz go when we die?
Ain't no heaven for a thug nigga
That's why we go to thug mansion
That's the only place where thugs get in free and you gotta be a G
... at thug mansion

[Verse One: 2Pac]
A place to spend my quiet nights, time to unwind
So much pressure in this life of mine, I cry at times
I once contemplated suicide, and woulda tried
But when I held that 9, all I could see was my momma's eyes
No one knows my struggle, they only see the trouble
Not knowin it's hard to carry on when no one loves you
Picture me inside the misery of poverty
No man alive has ever witnessed struggles I survived
Prayin hard for better days, promise to hold on
Me and my dawgs ain't have a choice but to roll on
We found a family spot to kick it
Where we can drink liquor and no one bickers over trick shit
A spot where we can smoke in peace, and even though we G's
We still visualize places, that we can roll in peace
And in my mind's eye I see this place, the players go in fast
I got a spot for us all, so we can ball, at thug's mansion

[Chorus: J. Phoenix + (Nas)]
Every corner, every city
There's a place where life's a little easy
Little Hennessy, laid back and cool
Every hour, cause it's all good
Leave all the stress from the world outside
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/b1t ]
Every wrong done will be alright (I wanna go)
Nothin but peace (I wanna go) love (I wanna go nigga)
And street passion, every ghetto needs a thug mansion

[Verse Two: Nas]
A place where death doesn't reside, just thugs who collide
Not to start beef but spark trees, no cops rollin by
No policemen, no homicide, no chalk on the streets
No reason, for nobody's momma to cry
See I'm a good guy, I'm tryin to stick around for my daughter
But if I should die, I know all of my albums support her
This whole year's been crazy, asked the Holy Spirit to save me
Only difference from me and Ossie Davis, gray hair maybe
Cause I feel like my eyes saw too much sufferin
I'm just twenty-some-odd years, I done lost my mother
And I cried tears of joy, I know she smiles on her boy
I dream of you more, my love goes to Afeni Shakur
Cause like Ann Jones, she raised a ghetto king in a war
And just for that alone she shouldn't feel no pain no more
Cause one day we'll all be together, sippin heavnly champagne
What angels saw, with golden wings in thug's mansion

[Chorus w/o Nas]

[Verse Three: 2Pac]
Dear momma don't cry, your baby boy's doin good
Tell the homies I'm in heaven and they ain't got hoods
Seen a show with Marvin Gaye last night, it had me shook
Drippin peppermint Schnapps, with Jackie Wilson, and Sam Cooke
Then some lady named Billie Holiday
Sang sittin there kickin it with Malcolm, 'til the day came
Little LaTasha sho' grown
Tell the lady in the liquor that she's forgiven, so come home
Maybe in time you'll understand only God can save us
When Miles Davis cuttin lose with the band
Just think of all the people that you knew in the past
that passed on, they in heaven, found peace at last
Picture a place that they exist, together
There has to be a place better than this, in heaven
So right before I sleep, dear God, what I'm askin
Remember this face, save me a place, in thug's mansion

2008-11-09T22:30:00.002+08:00

I`m puffing this Alphine
writing down his lines
whatever that comes from my mind

Time i felt the pressure in my mind
i`m lost in the way that i cant go no where
a few times that i`ve thought
of committing suicide

If i die,would you cry?
or would you hate
coz i choose to go before my time
would i be missed
if they did
how long would they mourn for me..

2008-11-07T21:17:00.005+08:00

For the past few weeks..or should i say for the past few months..i`ve been noticing a few middle aged man..getting half bold...and it makes me kinda worried..'would i become like them one day?' seriously, i`m fcking scared thou..hair loss is a bitch..not only to me..but to everyone else :s
Lucky i`m not a pretty boy nor handsome, if not i`ll cry :(

Other than that..i`m always damn curious..how come majority of the hair loss has this shape

like an alphabet U

And also..how come we have hair loss on the head and not our pubic/private region?? Well, if we have hair loss on those area..i think it would makes our life`s a little easier,so we don`t have to check every week or so..and say 'Damn,armpit`s hair`s growing again'

Guys, you should always keep your 'private' region short and clean, if ya know what i mean..you don`t wanna feel the pain of getting 'plucked' when you zip your pants up.

OUCH!!!

HP PRINTER MODEL HP PSC 1410 FOR SALE!!

2008-11-05T21:12:00.003+08:00

I`m selling my printer for BND $165 (negotiable) it`s only been used 2 times...rarely used..
It has a 3 in 1 funcion,it can be a copier ,scanner and a printer.

if interested, don`t hesitate to contact me at the c.box. serious buyers only! Thank You :)

2008-10-27T21:33:00.002+08:00

This is a great song i have to say...

Independent gurls are hard to find..the type of gurls,some of us guys like ;) *hands down* .clingy gurls makes u feel shitty..no space at all..'where u go,who u with,what u doing' it`s like ur a criminal and ur gurl is the police :s something like CSI.

Bottom Line: A girl who`s independent,who`s do/got her own thing are SEXXYYYY

2008-10-26T21:14:00.003+08:00

im so drained,
i dont know what to say,
words i spit out,
doesnt come out my way,

too much pressure on my mind,
cant think well,
hope im fine,
just need some time,
to release this tension,
thats killing me constantly...

it seems the whole world seems to be love sick...haha,and are you love sick? :p

speaking of love sick..have you ever realised that..artist new or old,east or west ,they always started their first song..which is a love song..and hopefully they made it into the charts.. it the world really that love sick?? example like in taiwan and hongkong,majority are all love songs.. it`s either i dump/leave you or likewise or i love you but shy to tell you..all those 'ojipala'.it`s very much the same concept dont you think so? but i aint hating love songs thou..but
cant they make some songs like involved in the world we living in,with the politics going on,where everyone need to be strong to hold on whenever life fcks the hell out of u..

You might be thinking ..what songs am i talking about? well, songs by Michael Jackson- Heal the world, B.E.P- wheres the love,are the two examples. i use to love boy bands but now i`m just a 'so-so' fan. love shyt will kill ur brains,thats 4 sho..will you listen to backstreetboys if ur confidence is low? no right? haha. they will tell you ' i dont care who you are ,where ya from,don`t care what u did..as long as you love,baby'. sometimes we need to have some - supportive songs...songs that might wake the world..that wake the minds of the people..we are living in a reality world here,not disney at all :s ..i think emo people should get a life..seiously..it`s like being sad is their hobby :s

i find words like 'I would die for you' plain retarded and ridiculous..if you die, who gonna take care of her? u aint getting no pussy no mo,homo. i remember back in my era..where boys who are so in love..print their gf names on their bball jerseys..and wear it to play, i find it funny lo..haha well, from my point of view..you dont have to show everyone how much you love her so obviously la..as long as you do everything from ur heart,it`s all gud..sometimes i wonder,when the couple breaks up..what will happen to d jersey lol..if they throw away..it`s like throwing they money away hoho. love can make you do a lot of stupid things..thats for sure lol

I did light a colourful firework for a gurl once at the roadside,it`s was for her birthday..i felt like a criminal while digging a small hole for the firework to stand still and there are a few passerby stopping by to see what the hell am i doing..the area i was at,is a govermnet area..so if i got caught..i`ll be going to jail thou..

like i said, love makes u do the stupid-iest thing...

It`s that once in a lifetime thing

2008-10-19T19:12:00.002+08:00

A few weeks before, a friend of mine called me..she said she wanted to hand me something,i asked what was she gonna give me..she told me it`s a surprised..so,we meet up somewhere..cause i like surprises(who doesn`t) haha

When we met..i asked her,what`s the surprised ..and then she gave it to me...my eyes were is disbelief....my hands were trembling..as i move my hands to receive it... the surprise was this...

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Now this is SURPRISING INDEED!!!

This is what you called a red bomb!! lol.. A good friend of mine Michelle is getting married..

This is her wedding picture.Taken from Wilni (Hope you dont mind hehe)

Ok...Let me share with you the story,,the day we went for the wedding..yes,i`m not the only one going..Mr Wong a.k.a W.c is also going haha. anyways..on the day both our time was crazy..i have to work quickly and good,so i could make it in time for the wedding..mind you,the wedding is at KB, not in bandar haha.so..understand la ;)

Reached home at 5 sumtin..the wedding card says,the ceremony starts at 6.30, so..in my experience of attending weddings..when they say 6.30..it usually starts at about 7.30 (perhaps),so i was wating for my 'driver' to pick me up, apparetly he was also busy with his field work..he flew from Labi to Bandar then to KB.we left bandar at about 7 sumtin almost 8(i know we are late)

We were speeding carefully along the road to kb and its fcking crazy too haha..time is so hectic...it`s like every 35 mins i look at the time and say..'We are so fcking late .but who cares lol' and we reached there at about 9.10pm anf we are two hour plus late..aint that ccrraazzyy?? we feel 'malu' when we entered the stairs and as we reached..ohh mmyy goooddd~ it was an ULTRA AWKWARD feeling..i`ll tell ya that..there were a lot of people looking at us :s ,even the waiter thought we came to eat at the wrong nite,the nice waiter find us a table and we quickly sit to decrease our 'maluness' :s

WWooo...never felt so embaressed in attending weddings lol..so this is a reminder to all you people out there..never attend a wedding late,if not u`ll be like us..

We sat there like for an hour plus then the wedding dinner ended..and it was also the fastest wedding i ever attended to..

It`s defenitely happy to see a gud friend finally fell in love,get married and live a happy life :)
Not like some of us guys,who get drunk and naughty or high and lifeless...it`s freakin sad...
where have all the girls gone too? i would like a naughty but nice type of gurl..and if your that and you got a nice ass..hit me up baby!! know what im saying? ;)

To top it off, i would like to Congrats Michelle and her Husband,the newly weds the best of luck in everything you guys do and stay true ;)

2008-10-17T20:55:00.003+08:00

tried to learn swimming today after work..boy was it crazy..having difficulties to lean it thou :s haha..i feel chlorin-ish (if theres this word) i almost swallow the water while trying to take a breathe..daym ,my tongue feels wierd..:s maybe i`ll continue to learn to swim again soon..if i have time that is :s i realise swimming is fun thou..too much stress on my mind..swimming helps to ease it thou..

and yes.. i dont know how to swim..so?

Baby, I Miss You

2008-10-10T20:27:00.004+08:00

It`s been days since you`ve been gone..everythings,going wrong...how i wish you were here by my side..just like old times..

when i saw this picture right here..my heart broke into pieces..words cant explained how much it hurts to see you getting hurt...

not referring to this hot chick(smokin~) right here..

But,

To This Babe Right Here...
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My women got hit from behind on monday, kena main belakang tia....it was hit by an indon guy along Jln Telanai..it was obviously the fool`s wrong, but he tried to put the blame on me..well,sorry asshole..i`m not 'Akon' so you cant put the blame on me..ya dig? apparetly the indon guy is just a driver..his boss a haji brought a friend along...who talk a lot of shyt in front of me.. like;

He:*looks at my car*
He: eh, keretamu ada modify kah, karang polis nampak susah karang..
Me: No

My shyt, you dont have to worry.Thank You very much for your concern..i`m more worry bout my car`s survival rate than anything.. even if a not girl strip naked in front..i wont even give a daym.. well,maybe take a quick peek haha . This is the first time i got into an accident(never wanted it),so it was kind of a shocking. the first thing i said to the indon guy was ' what the fuck' as i get out of my car..spiaking london lol . After minutes of bullshitting,the police came..file in the report..i told them the incident,then second is the indon guy..

indon-guy: the guy can go one but he refuse to go and he brake
policeman: oh,really?
indon-guy : yea..thats why this incident happened..it`s because of him
policeman: i see.....
policeman: story finish? so, it`s the right way to drive?

the indon guy was blur there...like he had a wtf sign on his head. Long story short,he`s not suppose to go so near my baby`s ass and he didnt look properly when he step on the paddle..

Now, most important thing is that.my baby`s back to me now..her ass is as bootylicious as before,period.

Funny things is that..on the second day, i dreamnt that my car was already fixed..so the third day i went to see my car..it was really fixed!! man, super happy was i that time..mathafcker!!!

2008-09-29T21:36:00.003+08:00

It`s been a few weeks,since i`ve been searching for a book called 'The Rose That Grew from Concrete'

The poems are written by the late rapper Tupac when he was 17 years old..there were about 71 poems combined together..i cant find it in Best Eastern :( oh well,if you cant find it there..then i guess theres no way you can find it in other book stores in brunei :s

I manage to find some of his poems online..a samples of it...

In the event of my Demise by Tupac

In the event of my Demise
when my heart can beat no more
I Hope I Die For A Principle
or A Belief that I had Lived 4
I will die Before My Time
Because I feel the shadow's Depth
so much I wanted 2 accomplish
before I reached my Death
I have come 2 grips with the possibility
and wiped the last tear from My eyes
I Loved All who were Positive
In the event of my Demise

I Cry by Tupac

Sometimes when I'm alone
I Cry,
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had an ear to confiding,
I would cry among my treasured friend,
but who do you know that stops that long,
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
so painful and sad.
And sometimes...
I Cry
and no one cares about why.

The Rose That Grew From Concrete by Tupac

Did you hear about the rose that grew from a crack in the concrete?
Proving nature's law is wrong it learned to walk with out having feet.
Funny it seems, but by keeping it's dreams, it learned to breathe fresh air.
Long live the rose that grew from concrete when no one else ever cared.

And Tomorrow by Tupac

Today is filled with anger, fueled with hidden hate.
Scared of being outkast, afraid of common fate.
Today is build on tragedies which no one want's to face.
Nightmares to humanity and morally disgraced.
Tonight is filled with Rage, violence in the air.
Children bred with ruthlessness cause no one at home cares.
Tonight I lay my head down but the pressure never stops,
knowing that my sanity content when I'm droped.
But tomorrow I see change, a chance to build a new,
build on spirit intent of heart and ideas based on truth.
Tomorrow I wake with second wind and strong because of pride.
I know I fought with all my heart to keep the dream alive.

Fallen Star by Tupac

They could never understand
what u set out 2 do
instead they chose 2
ridicule u
when u got weak
they loved the sight
of your dimming
and flickering starlight
How could they understand what was so intricate
2 be loved by so many, so intimate
they wanted 2 c your lifeless corpse
this way u could not alter the course
of ignorance that they have set
2 make my people forget
what they have done for much 2 long
2 just forget and carry on
I had loved u forever because of who u r
and now I mourn our fallen star

A young heart with an old soul by Tupac

How can there be peace?
How can I be in the depths of solitude
When there are two inside of me?
This duo in me causes the perfect opportunity
To learn and live twice as fast
As those who accept simplicity...

Ambition over Adversity by Tupac

Take ones adversity
Learn from their misfortune
Learn from their pain
Believe in something
Believe in yourself
Turn adversity into ambition
Now blossom into wealth

In The Depths of Solitude by Tupac

A young heart with an old soul
How can there be peace?
How can I be in the depths of solitude
When there are two inside of me?
This duo in me causes the perfect opportunity
To learn and live twice as fast
As those who accept simplicity...

Can You See the Pride In the Panther by Tupac

Can You See the Pride In the Panther
As he grows in splendor and grace
Topling obstacles placed in the way,
of the progression of his race.
Can You See the Pride In the Panther
as she nurtures her young all alone
The seed must grow regardless
of the fact that it is planted in stone.
Can You See the Pride In the Panthers
as they unify as one.
The flower blooms with brilliance,
and outshines the rays of the sun.

If you are down with him,you`ll get the idea of his true-st thoughts and feeling...just close your eyes and pictured what he painted for you..I CRY,was the one that captured my attention.i felt what he was trying to share with me,although i cant fully fell his pain..it aint easy standing strong,when you feel like the whole world has turn its back on you..your alone and you have no one to turn to..CHECK this link,it`s a lyric called 'Thugz Mansion' in there..if u see clearly..there are a few people he mentioned such as 'Marvin Gaye,Jackie Wilson,Sam Cook,Billie Holiday and Malcom' the first 4 are great singers..i would have never know them if i didnt look at his lyrics.. and Malcom is someone who fight for his own community.. so yea..i`ll stop here. scared that u might get bored lol..

Make-Up Kit... A Powerful Tool

2008-09-26T22:40:00.003+08:00

After seeing this pictures...now i would be very careful when meeting pretty girls.. dont get what i mean? check this out

The Pretty Gurl In Make Up

The Gurl WITHOUT Make Up (No offence,she looks like a guy :s...like the one guy from stephen chow`s movie who always dig his nose)

HARD to believe right?

I`ll show you hows they do it..

Make-up kit is such a powerful tool...i have to be very careful from now on..lol..know what im` saying, Mr Ang C.K? haha also goes to the guys out there

2008-09-24T21:11:00.006+08:00

Out of the blues..my ex chatted with me..surprising indeed..cause i know she was mad at me..and the first few lines i can see she`s being a fake ass..

then we talk about the relationship

after that,she told me her 'bf' is 21 years old

the 'well that good' answer, i was refeering to the 'we are happy answer' but her ego was too fast..she said the last two sentences..

I thought what thing she come and chat with me..thought she has some problems and needed help..eventhough break up still can become friends right? i dont mind helping a friend in need,i`ll try to help..no doubt about it...mana tau, come to me with all this rubbish..bitch please,get a life la..u think i would get jealous or unhappy over this shyt?? Lol, to tell u the truth..i was laughing all the way while chatting with you..best believe that! i really hope that she would ask me out and tell me this.. straight to my face..so i can act very sad and give this i regret-leaving-you-look but deep down inside i`m laughing my ass off...

You may think i`m cruel or mean..either way..i`m being myself..you bitch with me..i`ll bitch with u..thats wht way it goes... and i believe in karma..what goes around comes around...

It`s been a year plus..i thought you have move on and grew from everything..to be a better person in another words.. but tonight shows that..ur still the same old you,u still dont know what to do,the words you say,the way you behave,indicates your still the same old you..in another words, ur still have that immature thinking..then i dont know how to help you...

Something Nastyy...

2008-09-22T21:51:00.000+08:00

wtf is that?

John Cena Raps?

2008-09-21T12:53:00.001+08:00

No hatin..but this looks scripted..dont you think? haha

2008-09-16T22:23:00.002+08:00

These two days.. i very stress ah...wa piang! yesterday quarrel with my buyer..very cibai that fcking kaling.. ' Lin si' with me there oh..kan ni nia...i very fired up when i think of it..even now,when i`m typing it on my blog..just you wait..one day i`ll get u back,mathafucker

And today two 'TI-Ki LAN' (stubborn dick) appear in my way again...really shitty..what a day.. also another cibai kaling.. what to do..90+ percent of my customers are klings..and i`m not being racist here..some are nice and some are bastardy..they made me this way...i have no way out,but to put it in my blog.. and another one is a muara town customer .. she ordered from me 9 cartons of phildelphia cream cheese 250g..thats a lot u know.. and shes known for her return goods... meaning expire goods..she don care..she forcefully return it back to you..we as salesman are fcking afraid of it..ask any salesman..which doesnt..return goods..cut commision and kena tiao(screw) by boss..

And of koz, i have to becareful with this kind of ppl..am i not right? then one day she find me to order the phildelphia cream cheese 2kg..so i told her,we dont have stock.. cibai, ur 9 carton havent even finish wanna order again...owez say ur the goods very 'laku'(hot),i can smell bullshit all the way from muara to gadong thru the fone..so i dint give her.

This morning i was there..and i was surprised to see the 2kg cheese..and found out that a comp buy from us n supply to them..waliew..really one big turn man -_-" this time is not a kling but a chinese lady in her late 40`s, cause they are from muara town..and they mostly speak malay.. and you know what she say to me?

eh,eh...tengok kau sombong ah..inda mau bagi ku stock
(eh,eh...see you`re so proud that you dint want to give me stock)
tengok skrng ku dapat stock udah..
(see now, i`ve have the stock)

From that moment..i can see that bitch`s smirk on her face..like she owned me..lol,as if..another typical bruneian attitude..tsk tsk tsk..the stock also ordered from us wat..we stop it..then u ma no need to sell la..easy as that...

i guess i need to learn to be super patient with these kind of people...but i dint know how long i can stand..if i explode..i dont know what will happen :s i`m impatients sumtimes..

2008-09-15T22:21:00.003+08:00

I MISS lil ethana
It`s been weeks i didnt see ya,
how ya doing?
i hope ur fine
i`ve been busy
Sorry i cudnt come by to say hi

i remember d first day
you were born
i was there
now you`ve grown
the picture is all clear

i miss ur laughter
and your exciting expression
while ur kick ur legs around
and punch ur lil hand

i shall see u soon lil baby :)

2008-09-12T23:16:00.003+08:00

Went to escapade for dinner just now..it`s was a superd meal thanks to Mr Chee Huat for his generous offer :D..Thankz man!! hehe i was very very full..i cant even walked properly haha..it was a pleasent evening..we were having a great time..sidney making some silly jokes bout me having a malay name,named 'Ali' -_- wtf and he oways related me to B.A.A (Black African Americans) lol..his such a comedian sometimes haha..

As i walked to my car.and i saw this...

At first i say to myself 'Cibai..dont tell me i kena saman ah!! kima.at gadong also kena saman!!' you have no idea..how many times i kena saman,till i scared..i have a lil phobia on it already :s shyt`s crazy man haha..u can believe me on that..sekali i turn around..it`s an advertisement... i was like 'Chew~, lucky' if i kena again this time..my balls will be very heavy and uncomfortable..somemore in gadong again..really fcked up lo me..haha

I was introduced to another game in Facebook called 'Elven Blood' oh shyyttt...and when i say..'OHHH..SHHYTT' you know wassup.. yea..just like mob warz..i`m ADDICTED..got daym..Mob Warz and Elven Blood.. how lifeless can i get :S SSAAFFEEE MMEEE!!!

2008-09-11T22:43:00.002+08:00

Seeing you..does makes me happy..that smile of yours,does makes me go crazy..my heart beats fast..when im near you..my face turns red like an tomato..every movement u do..is going slo mo..the picture`s clear..so fcuk HD, they cant see how clear my view is..

Ur presense`s still on my mind
all this time
when i`m down
all i gotta do
is think of you
all the up`s and downs
that come around
will all drown

the secrets i held
are locked away
i look at the sky
for a brand new day
hoping this feeling
will go away
no matter how long it takes
i`ll just wait..

2008-09-10T22:24:00.004+08:00

It`s that time of year again..i would like to take a time out to wish Emily and Metis a HAPPY BIRTHDAY today :D

The Gayboy,the one in green i mean.. sorry i dont have emily`s picture..

As the years gone by,i`ve seen how this faggot evolved...what i mean was..from his old skool self to his new skool self.. from chubby specky boy to ~~womenly~~ handsomely look..it`s pretty amazing to watch his evolution thou..it gives me two types of feeling 1) as if i`m watching my son growing up and 2) as if i`m rearing my own pokemon lol..jus kidding chigga ;)

As the times goes by..we know how gay he has moved to..although he doesnt admits it..but it`s all good..we still accept you of who you are.. like tony-punanie once said 'A true man admits his own mistakes and weakness whereas a girly man wake up 5 in th morning to do his hair'... word. haha. but dont laugh..his ~~bisex~~ metro-affect has also play a big part in all of us..he inspire us with fashionably looks as well as accessories to makes us look neat and tidy :)

If not we will end up like this...

i dont wanna be like Bob...

So, anyways..your another year older young man!!...that means there will be more challenges ahead of you..so i wish you luck in all you do ;) again i wish you Happy Birthday and all the best.i`ll see you when i see you..

Your Song

2008-09-09T22:26:00.001+08:00

Its a little bit funny this feeling inside
Im not one of those who can easily hide
I dont have much money but boy if I did
Id buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a traveling show
I know its not much but its the best I can do
My gift is my song and this ones for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that its done
I hope you dont mind
I hope you dont mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while youre in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well theyve got me quite cross
But the suns been quite kind while I wrote this song
Its for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see Ive forgotten if theyre green or theyre blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes Ive ever seen

I found this picture on the net..somehow it made me laugh a lot...

Got Daym~

Smile people~~ :D

2008-09-03T18:58:00.002+08:00

You say that i`m weak,
i cant stand still,
u say your strong,
coz you do things on your own

The words you say,
the action you use,
from head to toe,
it was all rude,
but it`s all gud..
i wont waste my time,
hating some fool,
who aint got no clue,
on wat he`s saying or doing..

You lil pussy
you talk so much shyt,
but in reality,
u`re just a nobody
you were so cocky,
you said when u reach 40,
you`ll be rich and wealthy,
you wouldnt acknowledge me,

But guess what?
i dont give a fuck
whether you do or do not
your just a stain
that doesnt need to maintain
so, *poof* sonawabeech~

Till my dying days,i`ll remember those words u said to me, in front of your daddy to me..when u were saying it so proudly and confidently.."When i reach 40..i`ll be rich and wealthy..i wouldnt wanna know or acknowledge you"

:(

2008-08-28T22:26:00.004+08:00

I`m getting sick *sniff* first come cough and now a little flu..this is bad man :( whats next?
i asked Marvin Gaye and this is what he send me...

Sexual Healing - Marvin Gaye

yea baby~ it`s good for the both of us Lol...

2008-08-22T21:23:00.003+08:00

Ok...i dont know how to start..to make it easier..i`ll go straight at the point...it was an awkward day today..many quarreling going on..anyways,i was going down to kb today..and i stopped at Sungai Liang, to have breakfast,in SGL there one place famous for its fried mee..it`s nice thou..but NOT as nice as the one in lawas la..that my friend is the best fried mee i`ve eaten..no doubt about it ;) ok,back to the story..was eating half way..boss scolded his worker..bla bla bla...then after i finish and was leaving..boss`s two daughter..both quarrel there...gawd~ :s

At lumut was the worst..i was somehow caught between some couple quarreling..to put it this way..my car was parked in between, left was d gf`s friend..and right was the couples.. so,as opened my door to go out..and at the same time the gurl opened a sec late..and that bitch ass boyfriend of hers was shouting here and there..as if he was shouting at me..so i didnt care and walked away..i can still hear his voice after 6 step away from them..i turned around..the gurl was crying a lil(she`s not bad looking thou).. so i mind my own business and do my work. i was taking orders from the shop owner..that jackass was HORNING the gurl friends car so loud..i was fcking irritate by it..i almost couldnt stand that uncivilised behaviour of that asshole.. somemore,that bitch was parking at the side of my bumper, his door was quite near ..and if he ever HIT my car..i would kill him instantly...my car is my 1st babe ayte..aint gonna let that happen...no no

Can believe some people are so stubborn and disrespectful at the same time...i have this prediction if my car did get hit..he aint gonan admit his wrong and keep on arguing with me..thats how some of the bruneians behave..really..an examples happened before a few years back...a fone call by some unknown bitchass;

B.A: Siapa ni? (whos this?)
Me: huh? Kau siapa? (huh? Who are u?)
B.A: KAU siapa? (WHO is this?)
Me: ku yang harus tanya KAU, KAU yang telefon aku..( I should be the one asking YOU,YOURE the one who phoned me)
*still asking who i am*
B.A: Kau msg ku tadi! (ur msg me just now!)
Me: Buat apa ku msg kau,ku pun tak kenal kau (Why should i msg u when i dont even know u)
B.A: eh ada! ( got!)
Me: Mua mu la, ada..(got ur ass la)
*close fone*

He fone again and i reject, wasting my time and money..geezz..how low can this person be? give me a fcking break..i`ve got things to do.. i believe in karma..what goes around will eventually comes back around..believe that homie!

Something Random...

2008-08-19T22:54:00.001+08:00

i am gnoel...

2008-08-18T19:24:00.005+08:00

Now this is surprising..haha..first time i`ve encounter the number of my MSN pals offline..i can say it`s 99.9 percent offline n only 0.1 percent onlined :s..

Eva says she has a baby..i wonder when was that and how come i didnt know about that..

There we have, Ms Choi the o.1 percent person onlined..haha
Somehow i felt like i`m Will Smith from the movie 'I AM LEGEND', the only brother with a dog living in a big big world :s..freakin sad indeed..not a single female to make you happy,until halfway but she has a kid..so yea..

Went to JPMC yesterday afternoon with Mr Sek Hao,Justin a.k.a C.K, W.C a.k.a u know who that might be and Ms Pinky, i was tired..i slept very late that nite (3a.m) watching 'Dont Mess With The Zohan', it`s exaggerating and yet hilarious at the same time..watch it! lol..next im looking for is 'Tropic Thunder', the trailer was hilarious..what more can you expect from the full movie itself? ;) i think i`ll have to prepare to get 'hiccuped' lol

Anyways, after the JPMC,we headed to Jerudong beach stalls to get some fresh coconut drinks..luckily mr Ang didnt holan us..about the coconuts..if not he will have to treat us hohoho..in the end we did found some coconuts..and W.C ordered some satays..it was tasty, 'Food belanja (treat) by people is always tasty one ;) ' thats very generous of him, i have to say :D hehe

Long after the light meal..we headed to the beach to watch the sunset..4 guys and a gurl..romantic indeed~~ lol

2min plus video of the sunset.. and sorry for the poor angle shot haha..my bad

2008-08-15T21:09:00.004+08:00

It`s that time of year again..in case your wondering what i`m talking about...this month it`s the 'Hungry Ghost Festival' month,whic is celebrated by chinese all over the world..

'In Chinese tradition, the thirteenth day of the seventh month in the lunar calendar is called Ghost Day and the seventh month in general is regarded as the Ghost Month (鬼月), in which ghosts and spirits, including those of the deceased ancestors, come out from the lower realm. During the Qingming Festival the living descendants pay homage to their ancestors and on Ghost Day, the deceased visit the living.

On the thirteenth day the three realms of Heaven, Hell and the realm of the living are open and both Taoists and Buddhists would perform rituals to transmute and absolve the sufferings of the deceased. Intrinsic to the Ghost Month is ancestor worship, where traditionally the filial piety of descendants extends to their ancestors even after their deaths. Activities during the month would include preparing ritualistic food offerings, burning incense, and burning joss paper, a papier-mache form of material items such as clothes, gold and other fine goods for the visiting spirits of the ancestors. Elaborate meals would be served with empty seats for each of the deceased in the family treating the deceased as if they are still living. Ancestor worship is what distinguishes Qingming Festival from Ghost Festival because the former includes paying respects to all deceased, including the same and younger generations, while the latter only includes older generations. Other festivities may include, buying and releasing miniature paper boats and lanterns on water, which signifies giving directions to the lost ghosts and spirits of the ancestors and other deities.

Due to theme of ghosts and spirits, the festival is sometimes also known as the Chinese Halloween' (taken from wikipedia..too lazy to write so much haha)

Speaking of the festival..i was a little frightened today.. i was at KB,in one of the outlet doing my thing as usual..as i was counting my goods..suddenly a hand touched my left shoulder..somehow i was shocked a little...as an old grandma was next to me..i was 'jammed' for 1 second..

grandma: what are you doing?
me: er..counting my stock
grandma: hahahahah
me: o_o ok,im a little freaked out..
grandma: i thought your bringing someone away :D
me: *hairs stand up a little*

she thens walk away..accompanied by her amah..her amah apologize for the behaviour earlier..i told her it was ok..she said the grandma has some kind of old people sickness..they somehow forget things...old age sickness i guess..she looks 80 plus and you know,people back in the 40`s has longer life than people in the 80`s and above..i wonder if i could live till 80 :s..as time goes by life gets fragile by the day,dont you think?

Old saying - eat,sleep,play...die also~

So..be careful on this month guys..a lof of shyt has happened already..take care...shyt no PRIVACY man :s!! lol

2008-08-14T19:40:00.004+08:00

Have you ever been in love?

Life

2008-08-11T19:21:00.003+08:00

Man, i`m shocked that..the man (Isaac Hayes),voice of south park`s character 'Chef' passed away,He was 65. i didnt know that until this afternoon when i saw a video option at the msn bar,watever u call it.

Isaac Hayes

This is Chef,voice by Isaac Hayes

a small video from one of his works...

His still young thou..not only he`s the man behind chef`s voice but he`s a musician as well.. He was one of my favourite character other than Eric Cartman(a funny asshole) and jimmy.Life a bitch and we all know it..and if u dont know it..then u need a reality check..and get in the real world..and fairytales arent real..in case you dont realise :s someone should sue disney for making some people think that the white and shining armour does exist :s lol and if it may come true..i`ll make vanessa hudson and miley cyrus my bitch and zac afron my maid lol

Life too fragile as time goes by,u`ll never know whats gonna happen tomorrow. i believe that everything in ur life is already decided..how many clothes you wear,how many food you eat and who u`ll meet..

I do think of death sometimes,like how is it gonna happen,will i die naturally or not..i`m afraid to die..i admit that..thats because i`ve a lot of think that i havent done yet..A LOT.First thing is get fckin rich (who doesnt? either u get rich or die trying -50 cent) then i can do watever i want..build a fckin big house..then on the top floor,build a jacuzzie there,at night can enjoy while watching the stars and gurls surrounding you in the jacuzzie is a MUST have LOL...now thats pimpin,son! hahah and not to forget a underground basketball court below my house...wicked! just like shaq`s house haha

And if im able to fullfield half my wish..consider not bad le.. and if i do accomplised all of it..it`s a blessing..then when the day come..i`ll have no regrets..i`ll just spread my wings and fly,till the end of time..and reincarnate in the next life.. well, you gotta live life with no regrets :) when u make a mistake,learn from it..i learn if from everyone...and when it`s said and done..i hope it would be a better one..

Thats why i live my life, my way..i do what i like..you know..just having fun..being crazy and all..but in a safe way la of course..but leh, the last thing i wanna do before i die is to let police cars chase me..just like in reality tv show..i forgot whats the name.. 'police car chase' i think lol..something like that...fcking exciting man...all your adraneline rush through ur body and all..now thats WACKED!!! lol

I like this song.. :) sorry to non rap lovers hehe. peace out

8/8/2008

2008-08-08T21:16:00.002+08:00

Its the Eight Of August Two Thousand And Eight, apparetly many love birds are getting married today..why? it`s because for us chinese,the number "Eight' represents Good fortune and good things come to you..this number comes once in a lifetime thou...if you think about it,unless u have immortal life like 'Michelle Yeo' in The Mummy 3,then you can join the second 8,8,2008 which is at 8/8/8888 lol..now 2008 and you have 6 centuries to go :s lol...shyt and the world is getting dangerous day by day..i wonder what will happen to the earth by then..it`s kinda nasty if you think about it...theres wars,death,bitch ass on the loose, johns,trick ass marks,marks ass tricks,physco etc.. heck, they havent even find out where Osama is..it`s been like...almost 7 years?

If you tell a woman that another women`s sucking ur man`s/boy`s pole, she`ll find the bitch in less than a day and give that bitch an good ass wooping,i tell ya that :| she`ll even drag than bitch all the way from gadong to jerudong :s this is just how crazy women can get sometimes,so make sure you dont mess with the wrong ones :S...

Anyway, lets put that aside shall we? apart form that..it`s the opening of the Olympic Games in China.i saw some of the openings..and i have to say it`s AMAZING,frankly speaking...that opening is so beautiful,the character of words changing, i thought was controlled by a computer,how wrong was i..there were thousands of strong man underneath those words..moving and changing the words,if u`ve seen it..u`ll know what i mean..my god..they are amazing,apart from the beautiful chinese ladies that flirt with us men,who tried to con us,who tried to seduce us.. hands down to the event..

Apart from that,i would like to wish Aman Alhamid a.k.a The Smooth Criminal, a Big Congratulations that he is indeed engaged!!! it`s about time!! :D lol i think that theres a someone for somebody..and nobody`s ugly either...i guess it`s all based of your fate..and the brother got his fate,so...a new chapter of their lives began..a start of a new love...oh o! *jiwang alerts* i better stop.. i dedicated this song for you and your wife ;)

Lol, you know what that might be ;) look at em hairdo! wooahh~

Lastly, all the best in everything you do..i`m not surprised if a family is starting soon ;) ya dig? lol

2008-08-03T14:06:00.005+08:00

Went to watch the LUFBRU Summer Games 2008 at UBD lastnight.. it was not as packed as i expected thou...i though it would be hard to find a parking,coz i was like late haha..surprisingly,i managed to find it easily. The boys have been playing like since 8? what i meant was 8 in the morning..when i left,it was about 12 midnight..the game still havent finished yet tho..

I think i would have got killed if i were to play like this,from morning till noon football and from noon till late night,basketball..i think i would have needed a carton of 'RedBull' and also banana, to boost my energy...i felt exhausted watching them played,imagine that :s

And to my 'soi-ness'(bad luck), my left hand(palm) got stung by a ma fckin bee and my right hand,got scratch by it too..

in the picture,u might not see clearly

Out of no where this bitch landed on my left lap, i was like panic..coz it might sting me..i tried too shook it off,and it wont budge..after3-4 times it came off..it felt to the other side of the floor..with yellow liquid coming out of it`s ass..i felt my right hand wounded..and saw a scratch on it..THEN my left hand accidently touch my left lap and BANG the ma fcking ass tail stung my left hand,the feeling of like 10+ needles poking your hands....even the fcker was to die..it`s bringing something along with it..such a BITCH man..i hate that bastard..it died however,in the end.i quickly put some medicine on my wounds..i woke up this morning, i`m surprised that my hands arent 'bengkak' (swollen)..is it a good sign or a bad sign? :s

Anyways,we went to CheeKeong`s house after that..some of the gurls were already there when i arrived..jun seng was fast,as usual..when theres food..theres Jun seng lol.heck,i left UBD earlier than him man haha. i went to keongs room to online for a while to update my 'Mob Wars' (i`m addicted, save me), suddenly 5 gurls friends came inside keong`s room..and i was the only brother there..i thought i was lucky...but yea..nothing happen,they wanted to sing karaoke..how often do a guy get to have 5 gurls friends in one room? lol

The gurls discover something on the wall..a board;

I`m Depressed, I`m Single...

So the gurls,decided to help him the 'secret' of dating and chasing women..lol

Their answer for keong`s problems...

Click picture for larger view

P.S: Keong..you need to stop this or cut it down..it`s ruining your life..we all are worried about you..

Mririan is killing you,son :s imagine when u talk a million words to her and all she does is those same damn expression :s now thats fcked up :S haha

Kraft

2008-08-01T20:06:00.002+08:00

Today`s been a tiring day..i`m officially working as a salesman for KRAFT,in case you dont know what KRAFT is,it`s a cheese brand..other that that it`s also supplies everyone`s favourite biscuit, the OREO biscuit, Planters peanut spread,Tiger biscuit,Twisties,Jacobs crackers as well ;)

Heres some KRAFT chesse commercial for y`all to see,enjoy..

Try our Kraft cheese singles..it`s the realest taste..it gives you calcium as well as strong bones too..

And for Oreo...

Now, thats wack! haha

This guy composed a Rap song about oreo..wicked!!

To everybody out there..please give it a try for our Kraft products,get it at your nearest supermarket or indian shop..i`ve got mine..when ya getting yours?

Any~

2008-07-28T21:53:00.002+08:00

Guess what...i cut my hair short lol..but not THAT short...this is the second time i cut it..the first one was a disaster..for real..i went to this saloon (not mentioning names),but realise my hair stylist quit her job already..but i dont know why i was dumb at that time to even stay there..and i also dont know why i said 'anyone' when the boss me if i want a gurl or guy to cut my hair..nxt time ppl..when asked about something..think a few times before replying you answer, an 'any' might changed your life or might have a big impact on u! :s well, mine kinda 'changed' :s i look mafckin ridiculious..i told the 'pondz' to layer my hair on d side..and guess what...he cut my almost short,except my front side of the hair,which is long..at first i din see it..coz i was talking to my niece and when i look at the mirror..i`m like 'WTF DID U DO TO MY HAIR??' i was like stonned... for real..thers nuthin i can do..it was a ma fckin disaster..my 2mths long hair was totally gone..so much for the hard work... it broke my heart to see that i look..'shytty'..i aint going there again..boss told me..if something not satisfied..u can share.. yea right, like can u stick my original hair back?? :s chigga plz~ but i learn my lesson..not to simply say 'any'

Well,this time my short look alright..not bad hoho..and something bad happened today...which i feel guilty..was playing bball at UBD..it was like an all gurls vs guys team..and man, it was hard guarding gurls.. you know why? i scared accidently touch some parts la..haha..eh, you never know man haha..and the guilty thing i did was..which was an ACCIDENT i swear,i accidently hit a gurl nose..shyt..you have no idea how panic i was..i was so scared her nose bleed man!!! :| lucky she was alright.. *phheew* hey gurl, if you see this.. i apologize sincerely for that..didnt meant to do it..hope you aint mad hehe..the game was hype and i was beat down..damn tired *sigh* but it was all good.. again..sorry gurl for injuring your nose..my bad. well, gtg now..gonna sleep soon..take care y`all ;)

2008-07-27T12:58:00.002+08:00

After watching Batman 'The Dark Knight' i have to give it a 10 straight..the story line was incredible and it was a good long 2 hr plus movie..my butt was numb at d end of the show..

The joker took over the show..all everyone talk is about the joker..a little of batman and two face. dont you agree? ;) it`s kinda sad that two face died too fast..i mean in the comic two face is a long time villian :s but then he died in the movie..i think it`s kinda too fast le.. The late Heath Ledger played the joker so well...till you could feel the psycotic feeling coming from him.. esp his laughter.. i wonder who would be the next joker and other new villians..

Cant Smile Without You

2008-07-24T21:04:00.006+08:00

Hey,wats up eveybody? it`s been quiet a long time i din update my blog..been bz hehe...nuthin much happened thou :s hoho

Went to Empire to watch 'HellBoy 2, The Golden Army'

I have to say..it`s not bad..i`ll give 6/10..i`m surprised that Hellboy would have a love scene..haha..

Red: abe u fell 4 da princess
Abe: She's like me, a creature from another world
Red: u need 2 get out more.
Abe:She's alone in the world i wanna help her... I need to care for her.
Red: Ur in luv, hav a beer.
Abe: my body's a temple
Red: no its an amusment park. Shut up n drink it will U. Wat track?
Abe: 8
Red: Cant smile without you...
Abe: i know
Red:Yup i'm gonna need a beer too
Abe: I luv dis song n i cant smile or cry... i think i have no tear ducts.

This is such a SWEET song..it`s been in my head since last night :p.Classic songs are the best, Oldies But Goldies' anyone who doubt it..well, ur one sad person :s

Seems like the world world is love sick or something...no doubt bout it..people around me also a lil love sick... man,it`s like the 'Year Of The Lovers' woohoo~ period.

and lastly..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KEN The LENGZAI (Handsome Boy)

This is Ken hehe... Handsome leh? ;) but sorry..he`s unavailable.. anyways ..have you have a great day on your bday and ahead of you..wish you all the best ;)

2008-07-20T22:15:00.002+08:00

I came across this Mobwars user..and what caught my attention was his funny name..'Tombolan' in another words.. 'Tom-Bo-Lan" (Tom no dick) it`s funny how some people can come up with all sorts of names haha

I wanna watch Batman and Hellboy2!!!..so when bitches?

2008-07-16T22:04:00.004+08:00

Yesterday night i had dinner at Mel`s house..the food was fantastic i have to say..boy,was it superb~ the food was great..we had cury chicken,rojak,2 types of fishes..which was tasty,pork leg and also fried mee...i was damn full thou..even though i didn't ate my lunch :s but that's not the point, the point is..when jun seng arrived..the food is over..guess what happened.. his dishes is special haha, he has one bowl of pork leg and 1 plate of fishto himself,specially cook by Mr and Mrs jong..i have to say mel`s parents are damn nice lo..heart warming man.. junseng killed both the pork leg and the fish

This is Jun Seng, after dinner..he said he felt like sleeping..

He slept.... ZZZzzZZZz

While the king is recharging his energy,his side kick Bernard decided to show us some of his legendary guitar skills..which was a blast,it will make your drop on your knees,your eyes open wide,and in the mist of seconds..u`ll see Bern changed into someone like Aerosmith...singing his heart out..and if you were a gurl..i bet u`ll have an orgasm ;) and at the end of the day..mel has to clean up his room a few times lol..

This is bernard

Dont wanna close my eyes~~~

The King (Jun seng) woke up and decided to play facebook,if you are bored with the games in facebook..have no fear..all you gotta do is go to jun seng`s face book page and you can choose all kinds of games there..he had 100+ games..but before you enter his page..you have to ask yourself..'Am i ready to risk it?' why i said that because your comp might hang or the loading might take too long..some of us have encounter it..even myself..but now,shud be alright..cause he has deleted 50-60 game applications already..lol

Bottom line.. Thanks to mel and family for their splendid dinner 'kop khun krup'(in thailand)
P.S- i ate 2 pieces of monte carlo chocolate cakes and it was d BOMB!!! i LOVE it, lol.period.

LIFELESS!!!!!

2008-07-14T22:14:00.004+08:00

This last week..i have been freakin lifeless, i have to admit that...i`ve been hooked to 'Mob Wars' on Facebook...everything seems to be never ending...you have to fight to get experience and money and also u need to do some job to get money as well...then when u reach another new level..u increase your health or stamina or attack and defense mode.. it`s quite a challenging game actually..u`ll encounter sore losers too in that game..i remember,theres this one time i attack(your suppose to attack people) a mob and i got $70,000 and i`m like 'wow' this guy is loaded so i hit 2 more times and i`m have like a mill plus..and the next thing i know that guy hit me back..ok thats fair la.. but that fool attack me more than 3 times...so i attack him back and accidently sent him to the hospital :S , which i htink the person`s pissed..so i quietly let him attack me lo...when he came back he put me on 'hitlist', meaning he buy my head lo,who kill me get a sum of money and i was killed..i was like 'ni nah beh~' so over the line le...that time i no money to buy his head..so i attack him again..this time he was in hospital...i punch him after 2 times..i give up..waste of my time..at the end of the day he do d same shit to me again.*sigh* malas ku layan eh!(lazy to entertain) ,let him win la...

Someone please save me form this sinful game!!! :`( i need a life... this game has made me fat...mother fcker!!..seriously..i`ve gotten fat because of this game..ask them..lol, really need to go to the gym man...n metis called me a fatso, look who`s talking :x chigga plz!! no homo...

It seems like love is in the air...two hearts that beat as one..a new love has just begun..a new chapter of life begins..beautiful stories unfold..telling the world the legend of love....

When ur lying next to me,
i can see the world clearly,
my heart beats fast,
cherishing all the love till the very last,

you told me,i should go home
but i resist,
and wanted to stay with you a little longer,
together we feel the cold sea breeze,
slowly coming towards us,
while letting the warm fire keep us warm,

holding u tightly,
as i know that,
your the one for me...

_____________________________________

Baby, baby..i don`t know what to say,
the way you move the words you say,
makes me sway away,
you can be my beyonce,
and i can be your jay

ok,i`ve written something lame suddenly oh what the hell..thats me,it`s just the moment that i need to put it out :s..sometimes i do something wierd/silly whatever u call it haha..anyways gtg now.see la later aligator ;) *exit stage right*

2008-07-10T21:51:00.005+08:00

Today was a tiring day...i didnt slept well lastnight..was kinda tired and sleepy...after work wento to ubd to play some bball..woohoo~ 2nd time,was not so bad..my muscle doesnt go crazy as the 1st time..but then i fall down :S...i hurt my left elbow..so 'soi' (unlucky) , ho seh lo this time..somemore i`m left handed..there will be a lof of thing i do, that will led to discomfort :s

Keong a.k.a 'Otakku" in action versus Bernard, bern seems to be doing some ballad man lol

2008-07-09T14:19:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates! was busy and lazy,my bad..so anyways..for a fast recap of what happen last few days :)

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY NIGLE!
Dude, u need to take have some exercise nigel..ur starting to grow tits man..unless you wana be like the two gurls next to you.haha

Me with the flying kick lol

Other that that..we have some vulgar pics ;) This is not for peoples under 20...

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Self pleasure and another one is imaginary pleasure,which needs a lot of thinking power, nick seems to enjoy a lot..ur arriving hey?

Trousers pulling and *ahem* washing
Ton: Y are u pulling my pants?
Metis: Errr... for fun tehee~ :p

Having some ASS-tion hey,ton? lol noti-noti ;)

Metis shirt being slowly taken off,head`s near someone`s crouch and what`s more,met is vulnerable... wonder whats his trying to do :s

At the end of the day
KAWAII NEH!! lol

2008-07-04T22:56:00.004+08:00

I just found out that theres also another Gnoel in blogger other than me haha..i found it out at google`s and his title is kinda wierd.. Gnoel

2008-07-03T22:37:00.003+08:00

Aww..man today we had a great game...everyone was doing fine..haha..man,i was super exhausted man~ lol..hadnt been ballin for ages..my face we as red as an apple man haha..it`s good to have the old times back again..the feeling and joy..is still great.. i love it..most have upgraded and some have downgraded (basketball skills) ,for example is me haha..games was exhausted but fun.. i need to build up my stamina :s

Keong`s admire was taking a lof of pictures of him..we all can see that..haha u know and i know haha..know what im saying?..if keong see this he would be like 'wtf? knn!!' then mental there at my cbox lol..well, if he want to keep his 'President Of Bachelor' title..we are all good le haha..got gurl want him but he dont wan lol..see limpeh,want also dont have ah,u lucky bugger haha :p ..nxt time i might make a chart of the Bachelor Club people..including me haha..yes,im in it.. bo lang ai ma~ (nobody want) haha..what to do :x..i proud le..u can or not?!! HAHAH my spider sense tells me that keong mus be piss off liao haha..relax keong..dont angry ba :( later "Mririan" sad le :(

Air Supply -Every Women In The World.. it`s romantic thou... gurls out there,would u go on a date with me? *preferably rich* lol! i`ll try to sing this song for you if we click haha..

P.S - in the video,theres this chinese dude,his hairstyle looks cute..it kinda suit keong lo..eh keong,cute leh... and i think that theres a gay in the berakas oil station...seriously...today i went to top up my petrol before i go kb..after finish..he asked me what time i finish work..i was like, stonned man..i told him..i dont know..no time go home..cause im a regular there..it`s normal to smile what..but today has changed..i`ll try not to go there no mo :s..Met,can u help settle that guy for me? please! :( i`ll buy u nasi katok le...

2008-07-02T21:59:00.004+08:00

I cant wait for tomorrow thou..why? cause the boys are gonna play some bball..woohoo~ it`s been ages since i kick it..i remember when we were in form 2,3..after skool 3 somthing we start to play bball already..sometimes even two in the afternoon.. i duno why.. i guess the love for the games is so strong.. till some of us got so dark..esp me, until some chinese people thought im a malay kid and talk malay with me -_-" which i dont like :S

I havent been ballin in ages..and i cant even do lay ups no mo :s thats horrible lo. hope i dont get killed 2morow..if not..it`s over~ end of story.blank.period haha :D

Man, i have a FREAKIN feeling right now..it`s like im feeling emo now man..4 real.. fuck man~ n guess what..i`m listening to some love songs right now...i do sometimes..but this time..i hving some daym love feelings...as if im in love or something..BUT im not in love or anything..i havent met anyone...just in case u misunderstood me haha..and i do envy some couples thou..so sweet..here i go again :s but sometimes couples are like in front of me doing something mushy..which oways makes me feel ugh~ 'Diew~ sai Mhm sai ah? (fcuk need to do that or not ah?) yes i know you 2 are in love..yea big deal *eye rolled* im not jealous..if i hav a gurl,i could call my own..i wont even do this man.. theres this one time..i saw these couple at the Mall on the escalator going up,the women was in front,guy was at the back..and he was hugging her waist from behind..like they are in titanic or something...cigga plz~ but then,when ur in love..love make u do the most stupid and ridiculious thing thats why love is blind. lol!

I use to remember the feeling of liking someone ages ago..it`s was cool...love can make u high as a crack head and kills u like ur d most emo faggot in the planet...so anyways, some of us express our feeling through some style of our own..like drawing,singing,poems etc.. but mine,i dont know u call it a poem or what..but what i pour it in like this..picture style...

This is how real i am to her,real words from her and real thoughts from me,Unfortunately things dont go our way..so yea..

But anyways, it`s already the past..let the past be as memories or something,watever....just learn from it, try not to make the same mistakes again..like they sat 'La the sang, fang de chi' (can take up,can put down) like Russel Peters said ' Be a man, Do The Right Thing' haha. i called that picture 'The 6 legs' cause that statue has 6 legs haha.

Anyways,gtg go now dream lovers..i`ll leave you with a special song..dedicated to lovers out there..eventhough ur gay, lesbian or bi..watever you are.it`s all good.i`m open...know what im saying? hehe

Song called - Dream Lover by Boddy Darin.hope you enjoy :)

2008-07-01T23:35:00.003+08:00

The gays and lesbians asked me to find a gurl out to have a date or something..get to know a few gurls cause i`m getting old and STILL single..haha..but im cool with it..i know, sometimes i do feel lonely..well, what can i do right? im not good with gurl at all..i cant think of any gurls lo,sadly yes.. most of the gurls i know are unavailable or already taken..SO, out of the blue..i asked eva lol! i know,it`s crazy...those who know us would be laughing and like what? lol

On MSN

Me: *nudge eva*
Eva: wats up?
Me: Would u like to go on a date with me?
Eva: u crazy is it?
Me : a lil..y?
Eva: what u up to?
Me: nothing..jus asking...
*silence for a few minutes*
Me: ..............
Me: so i guess is a no?
Eva : haha
Eva: i don get what u mean...
Me: so is that a no?
Eva: yeala..i don date frens one la
Eva: i know u nothing to do kacau me
Eva: haha

-_-" *sigh* no commento, kena rejected by eva :( *sob* lol
Then just now we had kinda a group reunion dinner...i asked her again..still the same ans lol.. Lppl man me haha! oh wells, thats it for todays... lol na guys, i did try o! lol

2008-06-29T19:08:00.007+08:00

Was bored whole day and was tired too..went to JP (Jerudong Park) last night with a friend, didnt know they had a Dazzling Light Festival,when we reached there..it was packed..luckily we managed to find a parking.The entrance fees for the Festival is $9 per person. Check out the pictures.

Other than that..i want you guys to check out this trailer..it`s a brand new comedy called 'Tropic Thunder' i just saw the trailer and it was hilarious! trust me haha

Robert Downey Jr stole the show man..freakin hilarious! :D and he acted as a Black man,which is damn good i tell ya,i mean his acting and one of his words in the video
' I know who i am! Im a dude playing a dude disguise as another dude' <-- thats gold man lol. i seriously cant wait for the movie to come out.haha! *UPDATED*

seems like they are bros after all! hah! gotcha beech!!

another trailer of 'Tropic Thunder' that will make u laugh again..lol

We MISS him!!!

2008-06-28T12:42:00.006+08:00

It`s been too long you have left us for your wacky-gay-orang utan adventure..you didn`t contact us at all...we are very worried about you..so we as good friend has decided to put the internet into good use..which is, to seek help from people all around the world..to see if they have seen you or not..

Undated Photo:This is Metis
Last seen on 16/6/2008

We have decided to inform everyone about this, so they can be on the look-out.
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Please Contact Us A.S.A.P Thank You For Your Cooperation.

2008-06-27T22:36:00.011+08:00

Happy~~19th~~ 24th Birthday to me..haha..it`s been a hell of a ride all these years..but i did manage to survive all the obstacles that i receive..thankz to the FAGS (HOMOS) and LESBIANS that helped me along the way..i have to make it colourful and bold because..this is how much i 'sayang' you peoples haha

An outlook of my cake,and for your info..i aint gay..i love women to the max..real one of course :) and i love oreo hehe.. i was surprised to see that 'title' so i asked debbie at the end of the night..

Me: so..who`s idea was the whole gay thingy?
Debbie: Nick hehe
Me: Ok.... so..how was the person`s reaction of the person who job down the info?
Debbie: the person`s face changed...looked odd :s
Me: lol..oh boy~

Thankz a lot! now i dont think i will be able to get gurls already..cause they think i`m gay :s and i think that this is the first time that anyone would see a cake that has 'gay' connection in it..ohmygawd~ WACKY!!

I was already surprised about the cake.. and somemore i had to wear a birthday hat! which i look ridiculious in it :s

*Me pointing* ma fakka!!! it was her idea!!! knn~

Me cutting the cake..the cake is oreo and my shirt almost had the oreo sign! lol on the other hand..the hat was a lil ok..but theres somehting that annoys me..that is the birthday song playing on the hat..it`s instrumental..at first it`s ok..then as time goes by..it`s annoying lol..i cant do anything..cause i was forced to wear it till i go home haha..niaseng~

A group photo with me,carrying a snow white wrapping (how sad can i be) :s , again..i was forced to do it and i aint gay...just in case you forget ;)

I`ve received two redpackets that night..
1) it`s from the restaurant that i celebrate at..
2) an angpow from JE`s mum..lol

Gift from the restaurant,It`s a chinese word called 'Fook' ,not the word that used on your frens like 'Fook you' or ' Fooking Hell' or 'What The Fook?? ' lol , ya dig? it`s a good word ok haha

Bottom line.. i had a great time..both fun and embarassing..lucky there were not much customers left when we left..coz i was still wearing the bday hat :s haha and lastly..to the special people who wished me online and sms...thank you very much,it`s was special indeed :)

*UPDATED*

I almost forget...i got a present from debbie too haha.

it`s a small box with non halal design..lol

Turns out to be a t-shirt haha..it`s a lil crumble,due to long hours staying inside the small box ;)

2008-06-13T22:42:00.003+08:00

Went to the saloon this afternoon with wackyboy and tony, and that bugger came back..surprisingly...and it`s been one week hes back..only today i saw him..well..his still sloppy as ever haha..

Me and tony decided to cut out hair..tony cut his for cause it`s too hot for him to handle,f.y.i - well,u gotta adapt that boy hoho..u`re gonna be here very long ;) and i havent cut my hair for 1 month plus...and it`s getting curly as it grow long :s gosh i hate it..

Ton has been browsing through the hairstyle book,and guess what he showed me?

He said he wanna try this hairstyle but first he gotta find that glasses first -_-"

so he decided to cut one hairstyle..

(Before)
Him getting his hair cut..

i recommend him to use this hairstyle..which i think it`s not bad for him...

Now..the moment you all have been waiting 4...

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The new him :\ keke

As i was browsing through the hairstyle magazine,i saw this model that caught my attention

For South Park fans..do you recognize this apperence??

YES!!! it does look like Jesus and Pals from SouthPark

Lol...

2008-06-11T22:13:00.004+08:00

I would like to wish my boy BERNARD LIM , A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

This is Bernard..and this is his blog
Doesn`t this picture looks like an album cover? lol

Sorry Bern..i cant join you for your Birthday, my bad...hope you had fun thou..and ladies..

His SINGLE and AVAILABLE
got all the time to mingle
he`s just like pringles
(once you pop you cant stop)

A person with a nice heart indeed,
who lets me copy his homework,
anyday of the week,
his got the basketball skills,
that kills and thats real

He has a Birthday Cake which is a Big Key design cause he`s 21!! He`s a grown man now ;) so any gurl out there who has the lock that fits his key,please do find him ;) other than that..why don`t you gurls try your luck on him ;) ..he`s like one in a million thou.. and so is Chee Keong a.k.a Gary a.k.a J.A.C.K
~

This is Chee Keong..as you can see..he walks away shyly~ hehe

2008-06-09T20:48:00.002+08:00

Man..i had a freakin nightmare lastnight..whats the dream about? i dont know for you..but for me it`s gives me goosebumps thou. ok,the dream was like this..i dreamnt that i was walking to the library..i`m not pretty sure which library it was...somehow i passed the counter i suddenly asked the guy' what if i need help?' the guy said 'just call us if you needed help' i`m like 'ok' so i walked my way to th room..as if opened the door..i saw a shadow of a creature..somehow like a monkey run for hiding..i only saw the back..i stopped for a sec and on my right there is a medium table.. and below it..i saw a leg of a person who is on a wheel chair, crossed..i only saw the legs...it moved forward a bit and stopped.

My whole body couldn`t move at all..i called for helped..3 times..it was useless..it`s like your voices are coming from your throat,as if you got asthma or something...and somehow i realised that it ws a dream..i quickly woke up...and was like 'wtf?' and it was 2 sumtin on the morning...shyt..i need sleep man :s

Yea i know...was a lame nightmare :s lo

Happy Rice Dumplings Day Peoples!! :D

2008-06-08T17:50:00.008+08:00

Before i start the post, i must warn Muslim friends that the post you are about to see is...

I`m Sorry if you felt offended,i apologize for that, i just wanna be careful and don`t wanna end up like WYWY :\

So what exactly is a rice dumpling?
A rice dumpling is a dumpling made of sticky rice wrapped around the stuffing inside. Then the whole thing is wrapped with lotus or bamboo leaves and cooked. Yummy!

Why?
It is said that originally, way back in the past, people made rice dumplings to worship the dragon. In some places people even collect rain on Tuan Ng, because they think it is holy water from the dragon and will cure diseases.

History
At first the rice dumplings were just plain rice cooked in bamboo stems. Later on people started adding more variety to it, like cooking it in bamboo leaves. Then they started using sticky rice and added stuffing to it, such as beans, pork and nuts.

Different Types and Flavours
Rice dumplings come in all sorts of different shapes: triangle, pillow, and axe. There are two flavours, the sweet and the salty.

The salty ones usually have:

Pork

Egg york

Shrimp

Fried bean curd

The sweet ones have:

Beans

Dates

Some really crazy flavours have been "invented" recently like shark fin, roasted swan, vegetarian etc.

Two more photos of Rice Dumplings,

Mixed with Mee

Other than eating rice dumplings and having lots of great food and wine. They also have dragon boat competitions. A dragon boat is a long, narrow canoe like boat with a dragon's head at the front. About twenty people row it and there is usually a drummer at the front to keep the spirit up and to help the rowers row together at the same time.

The Dragon Boat Race

2008-06-06T21:53:00.004+08:00

Hey waddup guys..what`s good? i hope y`all doing great... well, mine was tiring :s..been working non stop for almost a month now... my neck`s feeling a little uneasy thou..hopefully it`ll be alright thou.. man,the HOT weather is killing me.. yo guys,y`all better drink more water yea and do take care of yourself ;)

I remember that time i sprained my neck for the second time..i think the vein somehow caught up in between or something..it hurts when i turn my neck very left..and does feel uncomfortable in a normal situation too... so i went to have a massage at the massage shop, 'urut' shop in another words..those Indonesians uses traditional massages..which is painful and effective in a way..i almost cried..

I went in,sit down and wait for my turn..few minutes later one of the massager came out to have a rest..you know whats the first thing that came to my mind? 'Daym,this indon looks like tony!' :s..seriously he`s like an indonesian version of tony...his hair almost the same as his old skool hairstyle AND he walks sloppy-ly like his too :s , i was like 'Daym!' it`s just blow my mind man lol..ton,if your reading thins..you got yourself an indon brother! lol

Anyways my turn came, i was direct to the small room,it look something like this..

First of all,i feel weird lo when i see it...i don`t know about you..but i definitely felt super weird..the person whose gonna massage me is a male,40+ years old (looks like it), he directly me to the small room and told me he`ll come back in a few minutes..so theres no chair or anything for me to sit on...AND if i sit on the bed..i would feel very very very weird..and i`ll feel like a male whore :s no,it`s not funny...it`s nasstyyyy~ i tell ya that :s..he came back and he asked me to take off my shirt so he can help me do the massage...

I feel embarrassed thou,cause it`s my first time taking my shirt off in front of a stranger..now i feel like a whore :X... i lay on the bed back face front..he then put some oil and rub my right shoulder (i sprained there) it was hell painful..he rubbed half of my body..including my head :S which i almost cried..i don`t wanna talk about it... and theres this part..he was rubbing my back..i lay low sleeping on the bed,my back facing infront of him.. and guess what kind of 'style' he was using? 'Doggy style' to be exact...you have no idea how i felt.. theres so much going on my brain from the start and that move made it worst..'i wanna go home fast' are the words mostly posted on my mind..it`s was freakin WACCKKKK!!!! i`ll tell ya that :s

Finally all of it ended..i felt 'dry-raped' lol ..paid him and got the hell out there..it`s hurts all over but it`s has good results thou..bottom line: i aint going there no mo haha..

2008-06-02T23:16:00.004+08:00

Finally i get to rest a bit after almost a month of non-stop work...i was chosen to go to bandar`s 'Bumi Putra' for some exibition..in case you don`t know where it`s at..it`s located at the town area,opposite the bus station.. if you ask me how was it? i would say that..i`ve wasted 4 days of my life there? i dont know why people still want to rent that place for an exibition..really..eventhough it`s at the town area..

First of all,only a few people know about the 'exhibition' ,i wasted 4 days of my life feeling lifeless and tired while doing nothing..male toilet smells like shit (always,i dont know why) female toilet broke down..haven`t repaired until now..and that means male have to do the dirty work whereas the females just sit and watch..it`s sucks big time..whenever i enter the male toilet, i have to INHALE a large amount of oxygen first before i go in..im afraid that i might faint or puked inside due to the 'bio-hazardness' :s

Secondly,it was HOT, got daym, son~ u didn`t pay your electric bills or something? seriously,i would sweat whenever i go there...cheap ass!! even ICC would sponsor fan for us when the aircond was down, whereas they only sponsor 'exotic perfume from' the toilet for us...

Thirdly, i wish the participants the best of luck at Bumi Putra,yours gonna suffer the 10 days exhibition which ends on saturday :S

A lousy picture of our booth surronding

Take a look at this perfume that caught my attention...

Saddam Hussien`s perfume!..now when did he had a perfume line? i would definitely not wanna smell like him,i don`t wanna die right now and i don`t wanna get hunt down and die for nothing :s now thats WACKYYY~

and this money collected from a customer which i didn`t notice until i counted it,

'It Belongs 2 Me' ...well it`s mine now,beech! what a dick..

At the end of the day,

Parking tickets and that was 7 dollars man haha

Lastly, to my boy

Louis Wong Jau Yin..HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY!!! :D
May your dreams come true and go the way you wanted ;) and never give up in everything you do ayte, take care..

2008-06-01T20:57:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the super late of update..was super busy :p, my bad..anyways..i would like to wish my god-daughter a Happy Belated Birthday,she is one month old before,but now it`s 1 month plus because i update too late..*Background music,One republic- It`s too late to apologize..it`s too late~~* yea i know..HAHA sorry wa keke

This is Ethana... Eeee..i wanna pinch her cheeks :p
Ethana: Hey guys! waddup? :p

It`s was a memorial night,we had fun..i don`t know almost half of the people there..

I went into the kids playroom and took a quick picture of them...and they were having a...

Armpit Challenge...
the poor girl had to go underneath the bed for fresh air..

other than that..

kids watching porn..

Dishes were superb..LAMB was superb! BUTTER PRAWN was superb! OSTRICH meat was superb! OK..i better stop it..later all of your keyboard will be flooded with saliva...too mouth watering lol :p

and we had and unexpected guess too..

The cat in black who lives next door... lol
Cat: Where`s my food? Meow~

as well as...

Booty scratching...
feels good after you scratch it,doesn`t it? Lol~

Nick: Nabeh! finally i can scratch without being spotted..my butt so itchy man..

Later on we went to take some group photos..

Someone with an obvious posing hehe...so g.a.y lol

I think you understand who the poser is already don`t you? hoho
and...look at those fine white legs..i wonder whose legs are those :|

'Gurl if those legs belongs to you,
Don`t hesitate to contact me ;)
May i know your name and contact number as well?'

someone looks 'high' in this photo...could wacky-boy be the answer behind it?
The laugh looks like a combination of 'Happiness+satisfaction+pleasure' and somehow his like expressing this emotions that says 'GOTCHA BYTCH!!!!'

Where Do I Begin?

2008-05-25T19:47:00.003+08:00

How long does it last...can love be measured by the hours of the day?

What happens when u take Rihanna`s 'Under My Umbrella' and mixed it with Barack Obama and Hiliary Cinton...this is what u get..haha

2 more days till little Ethana is one month old! :)

2008-05-23T20:03:00.003+08:00

I would like to take this time out to, give respect and a moment of silence to a good friend of mine who`s mom just passed away yesterday due to some illness.

Amazing Grace - Cecilia

I was woken up by a message from Bernard this afternoon, he told me that my friend`s mom passed away..i couldn`t accept the fact of it because i was half awake..i tried to sleep again..but i still couldn`t get in..i re-read my message again,the words are still the same..no change..and that time i know everything was real. i was very shocked and speechless at the same time..this is just something unexpectedly..i just can`t bear it..

To Liang;

Bro, i`m very heartbroken and very sorry to receive the reality that your mom passed away. A good soul gone too soon..may her soul rest in peace. Anything that you need,dont hesitate to find us ...we`re behind you always,take care of yourself..

2008-05-22T20:55:00.003+08:00

Found this at kennysia.com and thanks for sharing this music video with us..seriously, i think that brunei local artist should do something like this..to inspire the local people,to stop hate and racism but to love one another and respect each other =)

I`ll be kicking it old school with some cartoon that i miss..

this is the mix of the 80`s cartoon all in one..

Brave star is the bomb man!! those who were in the 80`s..u`ll know what i mean hehe
If i had powers like brave star..i would like to have;
the power to fly,to become invisible and to have the strength of a dinasour (lol)

Come to think of it..he-man`s hair looks kinda gay..don`t you think? if u can recall..it`s almost like rihanna`s hairstyle lol..and thundercat`s liono (wrong spelling) when he shouts 'Thunder,Thunder,Thundercats..HHHOOO' ,first it sounded like he`s calling the thundercats a 'Ho'(whore) and second when the sword extended..as if his sword 'cangar'(erected) ,noti noti~ and they are making a thundercat movie that`s coming out on 2010..and i cant wait to see it!!

and i was on the wacky website..and guess what i saw that pisses me off..

"P.S. Tony, Bring it on brother! Chelsea WILL kick ManU's buttocks tonight! Just don't cry when it all end. Chelsea~ Chelsea~!!! :D " <--well, it seems Chelsea is the one crying now hey? the tables have turned, cocky ma fakka!!!! :D ..don`t be too hard on yourself, it`s ok to get your ass KICKED deep once in a while.i know it`s hard to face the truth but no matter what, u cant run from it..MAN U just KILLED chelsea!!! oh man..can u SMELL the VICTORY??!! oh man..it`s fckin sweet and i know tony and the rest of the MAN U fans feel it too =D, chealsea killers!!! This victory will put a smile on every MAN U fan`s face out there whever they think of it..even when they are sleeping..the victory is just too powerful until theres no word to describe that extraordinary feeling...

peace out.

Unconditional Love

2008-05-21T22:01:00.003+08:00

Whats love? i`m not sure myself..i guess.. it`s just sour or sweet...sometimes what u receive just ain't complete..no matter how much u give...everything u`ve done just doesn`t mean a damn thing..

i feel you on that..trust me..i do..

You`ll do anything for her,
run around the world for her
climb the highest mountain for her
even swim the deepest ocean for her

For what?

Only you know the answer

All you even wanted to do,
is to make her feel proud,
showering her with love and care,
without a doubt,

But somehow it seems,
most of the things u did,
doesn`t means a shyt
so that means she`s,
a damn selfish bytch,

Doing all those insanity,
ain`t gonna kill the pain away
in fact,it`ll make u more unhappy

No matter what happens,
through the ups and downs,
the sun will still shines,
after a dark and cloudy day

I know your fed up
but u need to get up
and keep ya head up

No matter what happens..i want you to know...me and the rest are still and will be behind you 101%... you know who you are..cheers~

2008-05-18T12:57:00.004+08:00

After a week of busy schedule,i was so into a need of a break from everything,cause..

My minds too tight,
no space for breathe,
the pressure is there,
i cant konseal,

man,wheres LP or Jay-Z ,when i need their music in me? lol

Last night we went to 'Sugar and Spice', reached there..and was packed..we managed to find ourselves some seat..found out that there was a birthday party.. no wonder~

Everything in sugar and spice.the price has gone up thou..sisha used to be 9 dollars and now it`s 15 dollars :s and the licence to make sisha legal is 6 thousand dollars a year and thats crazy...and i can see that they started ripping. customers with their prices :s

Anyway my saturday night mood was kinda low and down due to the music..there were deejay`s playing music ,which was 'Trance' all night long..when the mood is right,the time is right,it`s time to get ya fckin hands up high and dance to the sound of the beat but instead they just wave theirs hands(mostly) and shout 'WOOOO' for like 2 seconds..and it goes on and on(it`s like u get horny for a few seconds and it stopped)..and no one was dancing on the floor..haha..perhaps they are shy hehe

I lost my appetite that night (no offence to the party people) cause the music was so loud,it`s hot and when i talk i have to shout and i wasted 4 dollars of food which i didn`t ate finished. Sidney usually being hyper active was behaving like a goodboy lastnight..it`s my first time seeing him like this..usually he would move around and talk a lot..but tonight he was 'behaved' lol,i htink it`s because of the music haha and i met rita ..she waved to me but i was blur,i turn around and look backwards cause i thought she was waving at someone.. who know i wave back and it`s not me..malu kaliah!!! lol so anyways it`s was nice to meet her..she looks better in person than in picture..not that her pictures are ugly but i prefer to see real person that pictures haha.pictures can lie haha

After house of boredom..we went to katip`s house..it`s was much peaceful there..but the trance music was still in my head..i tried to killed of by hearing 2 rnb music..but it wasnt`s enough. im lucky that i went to katip`s house where some of the boys were there..they really made my day :) theirs jokes(created by themselves) can really make u laugh and made your day,for real..

Here are some of the jokes written by mawi and a friend of his, can u imagine they wrote those jokes in a book..it`s almost like a joke book now..maybe soon it might be up for sale lol

(jokes are to be spoken in malay,to get the meaning and feeling of it)

Q: Banyak-banyak kampung,kampung mana yang paling besar?
(Many village,which vallage is the biggest)
A: Kampong Rimba la! , ada 'Giant" kaliah!
(Rimba village, because there`s 'Giant' )

Q: Orang India apa yang rambut panjang,pakai anting-anting di telinga dan necklace di lehernya?
(Which india has long hair,wears ear rings and necklace?)
A : Orang India perempuan la!!
( A female indian)
( Mawi asked me that question and i cant believe i said 'Snoop Dogg' i wasn`t thinking right man :s , maluku (i`m embarassed) eh lol)

Snoop Dogg, rambut panjang,pakai anting-anting dan necklace di lehernya (long hair,wears ear rings and necklace) ngam kaliah!! but hes not indian lol

Theirs jokes may be kinda lame but it`s really funny..i had a great time..they did made my day thou..Thankz! :D

2008-05-15T19:48:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday To Chee Huat San!!

ain't he talented? :)

i cant wait for his single to come out..it`s the bomb!! i heard it`s coming out end of this month..hopefully it does *fingers cross* ;)

Anyways, a BIG Happy Birthday to you and may you have a blast on your day! ;) i know u`ll bring the bomb..Chee Huat`s style hehe and the cute gurls will be like 'oh my god~~ chee huat!! *crying and shouting* ' too hot to handle!!! hehe

Chee Huat : 'Hell yea baby~ What can i say? ' Even Nina`s too happy till she cant pose with him, she got ~~love~~cheehuat stoned..

again Happy Birthday!!! ;)

speaking of cute gurls..yesterday i was on friendster, i came across this girl..now we all know in fashion sense nowadays 'cute' is the word that girls nowadays wanna look like,right? beautiful is rare(thats what i think) haha, anyways..there are two types of cute;

1) cute come natural to you,meaning you naturally have the cuteness in you
2) you try to hard to be cute

Here`s an example

Naturally cute

Trying-Hard-To-Be-Cute

I`ve nothing against cuteness,just that..some people just cant be themselves lo,worst of all..she having a pacifier in her mouth..i`m like wtf? it`s my first time i`ve encounter this..i mean..come on girl,your like 13 years old and you take a picture of yourselves sucking a pacifier? get real man..u gotta be jacking me up..you are definitely trying toooo hard to be cute lol

I`m sorry if i did offended some of you peoples who read this post(please don`t sue me)..i`m just pointing out the 'real' fact of my own opinion. Bottom line, just be yourself of who you are..don`t be someone else cause at the end of the day..your the one who suffers.period.

2008-05-12T19:04:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE TWO BEAUTIFUL LADIES

Kristy Poh Chuan

and

Kimberly Wong

To These Two Beautiful Ladies;

Ladies,
2night`s your night,
party till board daylight,
kickin and chillin,
in every way u like

Your beauty reflection,
got me feeling,
all so natural,
u got me sweating,

You made me,
feel like i`m a,
middle school kid,
to first hand understand,
what beauty is,
not only on the outside,
but on the inside too,
thats what counts,
as long as you stay true ;)

Happy Birthday Mama

2008-05-11T12:20:00.003+08:00

Dear mama,

There are so many words that i can say about you..but i don`t really know how to express those words ..you know that i`m not good with words..so i`ll just do it in a few lines instead...

Theres no one in the world,
that could that your place,
your love is the greatest,

I finally understand,
that it not easy to raise a man,
it takes a lot of time,
patience and,
love,
don`t you know that your love is,
the purest and the best?

Through the thick and thin times,
when i was lonely,
you were there for me,
when i was sick,
you gave me much love and care,
when i was lost,
you were the inspiration,
and you kept me focus,
you were both a friend and a mother
thats why i love ya

I know sometimes,
i act a little crazy,
you gave me some pounding,
cause deep down inside,
i know you care for me

There so much things,
you`ve done for me,
theres no way,
i could pay you back
The only thing i can do,
is to be a good son to you,
and to appreciate you

I thanked the lord that,
you brought me into this world,
you take good care of me,
you raise me,
and the extra love you gave to me.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MAMA!!!!

This song is dedicate to you and all the mama`s all around the world

2008-05-09T22:10:00.002+08:00

I didnt knew that,there was a land called 'dildo', shyt..like on the other side..we use weapons like guns,knifes etc..i wonder if they use 'dildos' as a weapon to fight..like everything wif a design of a dildo lol

another video,

Barrack Obama and Hiliary Clinton..star wars style! lol i find it funny especially when obama clean his shoulder and they played Jay-z`s 'diff off your shoulder' and that was TIGHT...*hands down* and oh 'yes we can' obama ;) although i didnt watch much about the politics, i`ve got a feeling obama can change the economy and the soceity better..whatever u wanna say..i`m supporting the black man ;) lol

and,what would you do if you were trapped in an elevator....with diarrhea :s

pitiful and nastyy.... whoever is cleaning the elevator is gonna smell like shyt...

2008-05-07T22:14:00.003+08:00

A few pictures at the icc

cooking Mie Sedap was not THAT easy..it`s crazzyyyy~

and i was surprised that wendy bum bum came back..unexpectly..yea she appeared in front of me..n guess what..she lost a few kg..which is a good thing ;) after years of complaining how f.a.t, u were..and now,things are going your way hey hehe.. and elaine`s getting taller..*sigh* when me ,wendy and elaine stand next to each other..it`s like looking at a height from short,medium and to tall :s lol... nastyyy

And GoodLuck to the UBD students who are having their exams ;)